rebecca rawks

friday the eleventh

2010-06-13T22:42:00.013+08:00

it was a massive fun night but could have been better if there were four of us . my legs and feet felt so sore from the dancing. it was really boring initially because there were some event at zouk and no one wanted to get on the dance floor. we had to pay 12 bucks to cross over to phuture instead and boy, there were so many familiar faces! friday night fever. we didnt stay till the end because i was afraid that it would be difficult to get a cab when the whole thing ends. besides i was kind of tired ( age's definitely catching up on us ) and bingo, i couldn't wake up in time for tuition the next day :/

these days i feel so tired and it didnt help that my left eye lid wouldn't stop twitching. it's so uncomfortable and i couldn't help but to stretch it from time to time . when the lens touches the eyelid, it dries up and here comes eye irritation. & during times like that, i just forgot to slip my eyedrop into my bag!!! sometimes i do hate myself for being such a muddlehead!!

i have been working and slogging my life away . i hardly go out but i spend on online retail shopping. it's such a huge mistake getting the ibank device. transferring is so convenient and i just cant resist the affordable price range. & its so unfortunate that all my backorders arrive all at once ?! for the past three days, my mailbox is flooded with at least three parcels and the postman squeezed all the registered and normal parcels together. on wednesday it was so bad that i couldn't take out any of the parcel and had to tear them to retrieve the clothes one by one. mom was so shocked and she kept nagging at how i should save and all..

confiscate my ibank device please.

2010-05-22T23:11:00.004+08:00

i wanna share this with everybody.
i happen to chance upon this touching post online.

“A boy posed a challenge to his girlfriend to live a day without him. No communications at all and he said that if she passed it, he’ll love her forever. The girl agreed. She didn’t text or call him the whole day, without knowing that her boyfriend had only 24 hours to live because he’s suffering from cancer. She excitedly went to her boyfriend’s house the next day. Tears fell as she saw her boyfriend lying in the coffin with a note on the side saying, “You did it, baby. Now, can you do it everyday? I love you.”

i swear i would kill myself if that ever happens to me but TOUCHWOOD. kunny is a strong man.

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this week's been hell for some of us because the unis have finally gotten down to send letters to inform how regretful they have been in their decisions. sometimes i look back in time and wish how i could have done certain things differently and choose my priority wisely . looks like i didn't gain much wisdom throughout these years after all. i've decided to stop whining and open myself to more choices and opportunities in life. sure enough, they are gonna cost me a bomb and inflict some pain in the heart so i shall prevent history from repeating itself.

no pics because my camera sucks and my social world has been shut down :/ have a good one all !

why do good times roll away ?

2010-05-02T23:17:00.006+08:00

happy belated labour's day ! i hope everyone had a good break . it's good for me because i get to spend time with kunnymon ( yes my number nth nick for my boyfriend ) .we managed to watch IP MAN II after standing in the beeline for 30 mins . or more. that's the problem when you have two blockbusters launching at the same time. i was so shocked to see the queue extending all the way out of the engwah theatre at westmall. i wanted to cringe and hurl obscenities because i was so frustrated that we woke up early for nothing. we wanted to catch the 10:15 slot but by the time we reached the counter, it's already 10:45 . kun insisted on watching IP MAN so we got the 12:10 slot as usual, we spent money on machine games to kill time. i love the arcade but i wished they would give us more discounts or longer play time. if only money drops from the sky !!!

anyway, get your ass to the cinema and watch IP MAN . i hope there's they have a part III or something. love this movie to bits. i think donnie yen ( the actor above ) did a really good portrayal of the martial artist . love the fighting scenes. definitely worth watching (:

after which its two hour tuition with my lil bratty student gabriel. he's only primary two but he bargains like a forty year old auntie . he's really hard to manage. it impossible for him to keep still for five minutes. i have to give him stern warnings before he settles down for a while but soon enough , he's back to his old quirky ways again. he demands me to read TEN BOOKS ( some of which are pretty thick ) to him when he scores full mark for his simple grammar exercise which has a total of ten multiple choice questions only. he sulks and whines every so often about how he had to missed his favourite 7pm channel eight serial drama and wants me to buy him the entire set of DVDs. -.- dear gabriel doesn' t know that his teacher rebecca is strugglin financially :/

at night, dinner at bimb's place with sonia sarah sokee lovelies (: bimb prepared german sausages, mashed potatoes, aglio and caesar salad!! what a sumptuous spread! our stomachs had a good feel and bimb actually took the trouble to set up the speakers and all for us. good food, good music, good company, good setting, what else more could i ask for ? thanks to bimb, she's always a fantastic host!

sonia's quirky ' lean forward ' pose.
it got all of us laughing

2010-04-25T21:25:00.004+08:00

guess who's the master behind this 'wonderful ' piece of work ?

few years back i published his substanded chinese essay.

this year he's back with a hit sequel!

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my nineteen year old 183cm tall boyfriend who behaves like my primary school tutees!

he constantly wants me to watch over my weight @#@#%$#!

love you retard.

2010-04-19T13:23:00.003+08:00

i'm torned between livejournal, wordpress and tumblr.

2010-04-09T00:30:00.005+08:00

it took me freaking 10 minutes to log into my blogger account because the webpage's kinda screwed. no wonder everyone fled for livejournal /wordpress instead. sometimes blogger pissed me off so badly but i've decided to stay on because i'm too accustomed to blogger.

new addition in the bag : Ipod touch!
i've been lemming for one ever since i took on the tutoring job because there are way too many boring travel rides . & boring travel rides = depressing thoughts about the future , university admission , problems with human relationships etc. on tues, i met up with sokee after work to get our ipodtouch. we got quite a good deal for the ipod touch , slightly cheaper than official retail price but we paid a price too high for our covers :/ after ipodtouch, we met bimb for dinner at new york! it's been a while since the three of us met up . love two of them very very very very much. how i wish it could be a regular thing. it was a good day except for annoying ex china student's call pestering me to fix a date to finish up the last 1.5 hours of tuition and the fact that i have to eat grass for the rest of the month having spent quite a bit on iTOUCH. :/

here's kianyong watching his favourite drama , AI -.-
that's my grandmother's favourite series .
hilarious .

i'm applying for a job at jieying's place. good location plus pay. i hoped i get in. the thing is, i have to drop one of my student if i take on the job. just this noon, he told me that his mom would like to double up the session and include chinese . his grandmother is so nice to me and i have no idea how it would be like if i told them that i have to stop the tuition soon. sonia's facing the same situation too :/ anyone wants to take up my job?! i hope my boss finds a replacement teacher to cover tuition bundle at the tuition centre. i really dislike how * insists that he's biased towards me and all. i dont hate her but i just dislike the fact that she likes to bring this up as and when possible. it's not that i care, really. i have a boyfriend who's so much better . i dont really want to come into a point where i show no mercy and just drop duties if they continue to procrastinate in the search for the sake of saving money.

2010-04-03T11:02:00.002+08:00

i got this somewhere and i thought it's really meaningful (:

i think i've lost the motivation to update this space already. i used to update my blog regularly. no nice camera = no nice pictures = wordy posts = boring and meaningless to post :/ i've been busy working , running around to give tuitions and adult fare really kills. i have to top up my card every two days . i think i spend more than 100 sgd on transport per month. & i haven't been seeing my friends for quite a while already. it's good that i will be seeing quite a few of them tonight at cheryl's ! steamboat plus korean style barbeque! bimb never fails to be such a good host seriously.

gotta run!

:/

2010-03-20T00:20:00.003+08:00

i would rather let someone ,
who bothers to keep a friendship and connection with me,
into my life

then waste time
on someone who doesn't seemed to bother
and wants me to tolerate her 24/7 pms.

BANGKOK TRIP

2010-03-19T23:29:00.025+08:00

12 march 2010 - 14-march 2010
3 days 2 nights at bangkok (:

after much contemplating , i've decided to proceed with my trip as booked even though 12-14 march are the exact dates of the petition. much to my relief, we did not encounter any stampede,
riots or whatsoever. it was really safe and we had a local to show us around on the first two days of the trip. i spent so much that i was broke, with zero bahts on the very last day.

ACCOMMODATION : ECOTEL BANGKOK
(pictures credit to the website!)
i will definitely recommend ecotel bangkok if you're looking for cheap and good accommodation. they have a minimart located just outside their side entrance and hygiene standards are pretty high! ecotel bangkok is just one stretch of road ( around 30 m ) down from my previous hotel, bangkok palace! ecotel bangkok is pretty near shopping malls like platinum mall ( our favourite! ) , pratunam market and Central World Plaza. We were so happy one of the staff that we tipped him 100 baht ( approx 4 bucks ) hope it makes his day!

the main entrance that's really elegant.

reception area.

bedroom! (: it's in the exact arrangement like how we see it on the first day .
clean beds with table lamp and television.
love this humble abode!

cafeteria where we have our daily breakfast buffet.
it is located beside ecotel hotel .
short ten metres walk from the entrance.
the breakfast buffet does not provide a wide spread.
i suppose its still reasonable for the amount paid .

C FOR CECELIA!
shopping in bangkok wouldn't be as shiok if you didnt bring along a shopping buddy who has keen interest in shopping. in bangkok, there are quite a lot of wholesale shopping. buy three or more and you will get each piece at a much cheaper price. cecelia and i usually manage to get three or more pieces together from one shop (: & we were damn broke because we bought from many many many shopSSSS.

SHOPPING AT PLATINUM MALL .
it was our first shopping stop and it was crazy! there were so many stuffs that you see on local online boutiques at a much cheaper price! most of our shopping loots cost less than 10 bucks each. there were many shorts going at 100 baht ( approx 4 bucks ) , shoes going for 199 baht or cheaper ( approx 8 bucks ) and there were so many favourite killer heels at 450 baht or cheaper ( < style="text-align: center;">
okay that 's me looking really unglamorous.
but the main focus is the clothes you see on the left and the background yes?

amazing shoes galore.
my eyes were so blinded by the immense collection.
everything looks so tempting that we didnt know where should we start .

cute pouches!
cecelia got one of them

& accessories (:

shopping at platinum mall was so good that we asked for more. the shopping mall closes at 8 pm ( local time, 9pm ) and some of the shops will start to close around 7 pm ( local time , 8 pm ) . we went back the next morning but to our dismay, platinum mall was closed for two days due to the rebel that's going on. you can totally imagine our sad faces :( we went for the shopping mall opposite platinum mall instead. we bought quite a lot of stuffs but platinum mall is certainly better. WE WILL BE BACK !

SHOPPING PART II : CHATUCHAK WEEKEND MARKET .
we went on the later part of second and third day (:

chatuchak is soo huge. they have many many sections ranging from plants, denim to clothes . i spotted quite a few designer boutiques that has really nice clothes. i wanted to get this floral dress so badly but it's pretty expensive, like sgd fifty ? at that point of time i was broke to the bone :/ & dont miss out chatuchak's food delight - coconut icecream! one scoop of coconut icecream served in a small coconut shell. it's garnished with peanuts and they give you one plastic cup of coconut juice. nice dessert for only 35 baht ( 1 plus sgd) . you can topped up another scoop of icecream for just 15 baht!

basically, i love bangkok so much. away from tuitions , uni applications and stress from sg life. i love how i can wake up , watch a bit of kbs world , go for breakfast then shop like mad . after shopping, go home , try to log on to the net to comment on kunny and a few other's facebook then watch kbs world till i sleep .

love.

seal it with a kiss

2010-03-09T01:03:00.003+08:00

dear mr bestdamnthingFOO
you have been quite awesome lately
listening to all my rants
attempting to ease my fears.

your unwavering belief in me
has rekindled my faith in life
and picked me up from this damn pitfall.

<3 rebe.

P.S and of course, all my friends like sonia cheryl cecelia noelle who have been helping me in one way or another. what would life be without you people (:

the true meaning of friendship

2010-03-04T00:37:00.004+08:00

A friend drops their plans when you are in trouble,
shares joy in your accomplishments,
feels sad when you are in pain .

A friend encourages your dreams and offer advice
but when you dont follow it,
they will still respect and love you

missing the good old days ...

when we spent every free moment together
when we skip classes together
when we rebel against the school rules knowing there's each other and no fear
when we demanded to know each other's innermost thoughts
when we finished each other's sentences
when we argued vehemently but stuck as close together
when we had each other's back
when we had little room in our hearts for other acquaintances who didnt know our codes.

to you(s)
P.S there's never gonna be nother bestfriend quite like your first.
P.P.S technically , you're just his girlfriend , nowhere near the status of being a friend.

life as a tuition teacher

2010-02-26T23:03:00.005+08:00

life's full of twist and turns.
never did i expect that i will end up being a tuition teacher.

i was like slacking my life away after A's . life was monotonous but blissful because i do not have to force myself to mug and study unlike the much resented A's period. & my parents threatened to cut my allowance simply because they think that i dont deserve any allowance since i'm no longer attending school. i've tried calling up a few advertised offers on the newspaper but i was too lazy to head down for the interview. just one fine day, i decided to set a deadline to get myself a job because i didn't want kun to nag at me and call me names like lazy pig or fatty. ( the immense power of my naggy boyfriend ) i told him that i will get myself a job before christmas ( which was one week away ) and i settled for two telemarketing interview . & lucky me got both job offers. both were 8 an hour so my life was like calling calling and calling. from 10-4 ( first job at the tuition centre ) then 7-9 at holland.

& one fine day this tuition agency which i've registered around 1.5 months ago called . that was my very first tuition assignment . (: & then my boss at the tuition centre decided to engage me as their tuition teacher instead of telemarketer because one of the teacher backed out and i was pretty good with the kids. i was really excited because i thought the kids were angels but they are actually very challenging. & the whole tuition thing expanded and i'm currently teaching 8 students and 6 weekly classes. i have 8 private tuition students and out of 8 , 7 of them are males and out of the 7 males, 5 of them dig their nose all the time -.- out of 5 of the nose diggers, one of them actually enjoys eating his own mucus which totally makes me wanna die on the spot. i get so annoyed when they dig their nose because there's bound to be some personal contact during the 1.5 hours of tutoring and they like to touch my stationeries -.- & my kids like to complain over the slightest issues like " teacher he kick my chair " , " teacher he lift his shift and shake his butt " , " teacher he go and do this to me " and so on. sometimes they really drive me nuts.

nevertheless, i still prefer life like that and i dont ever wanna get back my results :( i have booked a short mini getaway to bangkok with cecelia. i know it's dangerous and all but i really need a break before school officially starts. ( PLEASE LET ME GET INTO LOCAL UNI ) i told my mother that cecelia will protect me hahahaha. i think she will faint if she knows how petite and small built cecelia is. wish me luck people (:

memories for keeps

2010-02-24T12:42:00.000+08:00

pj clique plus gracia wing and linzhong who are somewhere in our hearts.
third day of cny at coffeebean.
that's the first time we've met ziyang since his enlistment.
see you guys really soon.
hopefully we will all do well and get into our desired courses in university.
i know you guys will.

this was taken in year 2008.
siyi's birthday dinner at essetial brew.

2009 at essential brew.
yongkun's birthday (:
steph grew prettier, grace hotter, siyi smarter and eunice more adorable.

pimp shot one.

kun the pimp shot two.
kun has very very very long arms..

kun and grace's comic shot one.

FIGHT!

kun my gay boy .

with siyiliriously

euns look sooo good!! so pretty! (:

kun and point four.
alex looks sooo mature and firm ?
marcus tay looks bored.
conrad is happy.
kun's cheeky with his tongue sticking out.

rebe's back to blogging

2010-02-21T02:03:00.002+08:00

chinese new year's no longer my thing anymore :( i'm kind of sick of all the new year goodies and visiting . my relatives love to watch channel 8 so every year it would be channel 8 on the screen and the shows are so boring :< nevertheless, i earned quite a bit from all the red packets and i managed to steal time to sleep and take a break from tuition classes! i was rather reluctant to go back to my tuition routines but i have to commit to my work. i just took up another tuition assignment because sonia oh rejected the offer and they needed a teacher urgently. that means more work and less social life ?! that's damn sad because i dont even have much social life to begin with :/

anyway, i'm hooked to hana yori dango. it's the japanese version of boysoverflower and i have to say, it beats korean and taiwan version hands down! no wonder cheryl wasn't interested in the korean version because the japanese version's seriously good. a few years back when i was rotting at phua's place, she urged me to watch hana yori dango ( which was playing on scv ) but i was really turned off by domyoji's appearance but it kinda grow on me after a few episodes. love stories are my fave but we all know they dont exist so slap me .

i would like to keep a blog filled with nice pictures and long entries but
1. my camera sucks
2. file is too big to be uploaded all the time

<3 rebe

2010-02-13T07:11:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year eve everyone (:

gracia's flying off in approximately three hours time . rich kid off to hongkong that means yenqin silv wing and i will have one less angpao this year :( i'm gonna chant for her return so we can do house visiting at gracia's soon !! AP see you in six days time!!

just this week, i bought 12 items online. of which, 3 are backorder items so it's not so bad. on wed, i collected two dresses. on thursday, i collected 2 dresses , 1 blazer and 1 skirt. & today , i have to collect 2 dresses from bukittimah singpost and 2 dresses with graceaik in town . i've purchased one top via normal mail posting which got lost!! i have no clue what's the fate between rebe and lost mails!! it's like the second time only and i'm so exasperated that i've decided to opt for registered mailing. the thing about registered is that no one's home so i have to go over to singpost to collect my parcel and the whole waiting time is such a hassle :( thank god that my lost normal mail will be compensated by another piece (: either way i wont be shopping for a while ( hopefully ) because i felt like i got my fingers burnt , after spending so much on clothes and bags .

i can't wait for 24th feb because my brother will be officially done with his sucky job. i hope his new job treats him better. then again it would mean that the release of results would come soon and that's totally shit to the max :( how now brown cow ?

shall blog about three years anniversary when kun the dumb head uploads all my pics.
good day everyone!

birthday shoutout

2010-02-05T11:26:00.000+08:00

happy 20th birthday tang ap!
may your life be filled with my qp-ness ( like you said )
i hope you loved the card as much as i do ! (:

long and hard

2010-02-03T00:04:00.003+08:00

on the day of my love's birthday @ essential brew.

work's driving me crazy. complexion's getting sucky. i'm gonna invest in a bottle of skII facial essence because sohmin says it works. i've heard a lot of rave reviews about it but i was worried that they may be a little commercialised but i guess it must be quite good to be everyone's essential skincare product (: i can't wait for pay day. i hope that bloody chang issue me a cheque soon because i'm horrified at the rate that my savings are depleting. i just spent 200 on shoes, and clothes which are due to arrive only in march. i want to get more long pants, WHITE SHORTS (!! ) and more tops. my cotton on shorts stretched to fit a uk size 14 that i had to discard it . & i'm so glad that there are no more birthdays coming up so soon because i'm utterly broke till i complete all eight lessons so i can collect my tuition fees.

& i haven't been exercising so i'm currently a big fat lard. kun made me step on the weighing scale and he was disappointed that i've gained weight. on saturday, we went gymming after dinner ( can you sense the desperation ? -.- ) kun was grinning from ear to ear when i was running fervently to lose that kilos. stupid boy he makes me feel like i'm some 72 pounds lady :(

anyway three years coming. can't wait for wednesday because kun will be damn nice to me yay . love my tall shit

watching kunny grow before my very eyes.

2010-01-29T01:17:00.004+08:00

happy nineteenth birthday loove!!

even though you always refuse to do massage for me,
push my head under your smelly pits,
make me your 24/7 mariati,
call me a big fatty

you mean the world to me ! (:
it's interesting to see how your hairstyle change over the years.
hope to spend many more special occasions like that with you .

2010-01-27T15:05:00.007+08:00

gracia !

gracia and yenqin the horror!

people special enough to be somewhat unattainable but genuine enough to forge solid friendships <3

met gracia, wing and yenqin yesterday for nus flea which suck like shit. omg i'm so sorry girls trust me fleas are not like that alright. i will bring you guys for better ones next time. those with mega cheap deals and bargains plus many many stalls ahead that will make your eyes go insane. played uno and i lost like shit. never won a single round but think i'm still better than wing the noob who cannot act out or guess accurately hahaha . mind you she's principal's list yeah! love you tb.

house party at ziyang's was good. i gobbled a lot of food in sight cos i was soo hungry. i only had breakfast which was soup at ten am and then empty stomach all the way till 845pm when i reached the place. & stupid idiots took a video of me doing stupid actions but nothing beats linzhong's funny mr bean's move!! even during the times when i was high and having fun, i can't help but think of how fun the past used to be. life gets more and more boring and tiring no ? :( miss jeanette ng sonia oh and the good old times with kunnyfoo. :/

happy belated birthday graceaikenyan! you know i always love you. see you tomorrow!

drained

2010-01-21T00:24:00.002+08:00

i have been so drained from work lately.
it's been non stop teaching and rushing.
it's been taking a toll on my complexion :(
can't wait to see the pj girls tomorrow and 402 girls on sunday.

apart from some stubborn issues, life's still good.
stay away from conflicted people.

monday with sohmin <3

2010-01-16T14:40:00.007+08:00

at this shop at fareast plaza
stupid saleslady scammed my money. :/

sohmin and her sexy long legs

on our way to samuel's place!

at samuel's brother's room :D

SOHMIN AND SAMUEL!
samuel's fine. he still can criticise and suan me as usual even though he has difficulty walking .
:D

ON HIS BED HAHA!

that was the first day of my first tuition assignment too! met two lovely kids who were twins. one's of normal academic stream and the other's of normal technical stream. i still can't tell them apart because they are identical twins. my friends who were twins are like fraternal twins so it's much easier to tell them apart. anyway their parents are super duper nice. they decided not to cut my first month pay which means that they have to fork out addition 160 for the tuition agency. i'm so blessed to have met them, really. after the first lesson i somewhat understood what meant by 'life's much more meaningful ' that silly girl loves teaching at her autistic school and she told me that she wished she could bring them all home. she can't wait to get up for school everyday and she's always 45 minutes earlier. on the other hand, i'm always 45 minutes late for my morning job at the tuition centre because the kids are so bratty. lol .

that day sohmin spent like 100 plus. she bought many many clothes . i only bought two if i'm not wrong. there we were at the orchard station, with me carrying my small little bag and sohmin with two big bags of clothes. i helped her carry her loots too :D & samuel's still the same. funny but damn good at attacking me with his words. on my next visit i shall remember to bring a white towel to proclaim my surrender.

it was a splendid splendid day ! meeting sohmin xinjie and lynn later for supperclub :D

2010-01-13T13:45:00.004+08:00

susan's birthday celebration on 10 JAN 2009.

firstly, happy 2 years 11 months my dear boy (: i'll count down to our three years anniversary. yay we've made it this far and many more to come hopefully.

sunday was a mad rush . i woke up 10 plus in the morning only to realise that we're supposed to meet at 11 sharp, all the way in town. i couldn't get through shiqi's phone and i nearly called a cab when zhiying told me that they are all at home! met nette at takashimaya to get a cake for susan before we head over to the fountain area to wait for zhiying and shiqi. received my belated birthday present from jeanette! :DDD the black satin heels from theline.sg!! i've been dying to own one since last december!! :DD had lunch at this japanese street restaurant at heeren . pretty good food at reasonably cheap price! love good deals plus i'm still rather broke. after which nette and i head off to the effing crowded bugis to collect our alterations. i hate bugis its so crowded.

p.s susan i hope you had a pleasant surprise! happy birthday once again.

19th birthday part III ( FINALE)

2010-01-09T09:44:00.006+08:00

professional number one (:

professional number two (:

professional number three (:

professional number four (:

professional number five aka paul frank (:

daytona noobs :D

EUNICE!

STEPH!

AFFECTIONATE COUPLE.

MY BOYFRIEND THE BIG BULLY.
MY BOYFRIEND THE MONSTER.

i shall blog about 3rd january before my memory fails. lately there have been so much work on hand that i dont have much time to draft a post .

on a bright sunday morning ( 3rd january ) , i headed over to bugis to collect nette and my alterations because nette was due to arrive late because she has a meet up to collect something with someone. end up it was a futile trip because the uncle hasn't even started on our alterations ?! i wasn't mad at all though i was a little disappointed because adult fare's killing me like mad and i really wanted to have my clothes back . headed over to angmokio to meet nette instead (: we had lunch at ministry of food ( my old working place! not this branch but the branch at marina square ) and i was so surprised at the rates. it's so much cheaper than the marina square branch and there was no gst or service charge and there are discounts for students! & what's more it's nette that i'm eating with so i had a happy happy meal. we were walking around when nette and i spotted some sale going on in the atrium. I SWEAR WE HAD NO INTENTION TO SHOP.. until nette spotted this dress that i've been eyeing online. going for only 18 sgd. & then i spotted this basic zipper pocket tee which is going for 10 sgd?! i mean they are so cheap and i really wanted to get them and the sales lady kept psychoing us to buy more because there's this buy three get one free thing. so nette got two more tops and total bill is 38 sgd so 19 bucks each (:

my boyfriend showing off his monkey and tickets.

nette left after siyi and wenqian arrived. yongkun arrived shortly and the four of us headed to the pool place yay! so it was a male vs female things so siyi and i lost like shit. the guys won every single round and kun the act-noob guy got so my balls in that idiot dumdum. eunice arrived after a few rounds but kun and wenqian got better so we lost like shit again. zz after pool, we met ryan and steph at the cinema theatre. got tickets for the old dog and we played arcade. bump into joshuachan who got free arcade games kindly sponsored by me. & i think mg girls are known for their third lungs. eunice kept screaming when she played the daytona which made me laugh cos she's so funny and cute! but my favourite's still kobayashi. i wanna own a machine one day. we had dinner at fish and co before the movie and i'm so glad that eunice siyi and i shared the seafood platter for two because the portion's soooo huge. we didn't finish the entire platter though. after which was movie and train ride back with wenqian and eunice.

can't wait for bangkok getaway girls please hurry confirm!
pictures up soon

2010-01-07T23:23:00.001+08:00

i hate it when people shout at me.

new year resolutions ( damn late i know )

2010-01-06T23:47:00.004+08:00

pictures taken in mr chan's car after the lunch treat (:
that was new year's eve.

spanking new resolutions for a brand new year
1. learn to take things in my stride and stop complaining. ( kun i know you're damn happy)
2. buy less clothes so that i can save up for better stuffs like balenciaga! ( damn hard!!)
3. be tolerant towards everyone around me so that we can create a conflict-free community!
4. spend more quality time with kun and girlfriends
5. exercise regularly so that i can keep fit and avoid being lardy.
& i would love to learn how to cook and bake, take up volunteering opportunities with nette to serve the less fortunate kids, travel the world so that i can experience life outside stressful singapore and make a lot of money while i can so that i can execute my plans.

this is totally random but i'm really sick of conflicts. i dont like it when one whole group of people have to be alienated because one of the member of the group got into a disagreement with another. you have no idea how much precious friendships are lost in the midst of all these. with that being said, i hope that everyone of us including myself can reach a higher level of maturity and live together harmoniously . that sounds so cliche lol but i really miss a lot of people from nan hua. :/ besides hating someone is really tiring .

19th birthday part II

2010-01-05T00:04:00.018+08:00

boyfriend looking awesome and hansome as usual <3>

girlfriend & boyfriend (:

loves of my life (:
so glad to see xinjie and sokee after a looong while!

take II

the national day picture (:

kunny showing me love (:

handsome and the beast

the three of us unite!!

chilling out and enjoying the food.
i was starving like mad.

awesome food!!

my fellow floral lover.

finally a decent polaroid with kunny!
currently his facebook display pic (:
finally its us and not some team picture of spastik pic yay!

our favourite polaroid of the day!!
yay teh teh !

group picture (:

i love most of the pictures taken that day ! (:
~~will blog about it tomorrow! (:~~

after escape theme park with the pjclique, i stayed over at kun's place. ( separate rooms dont worry! ) his favourite cousin douglas was there and we were looking through his engagement pictures. douglas gave me a glass shot of a very powerful and strong liquer which made me puke and i think he was all-red after one shot himself too. i was busy uploading the pictures on facebook when kun's parents ask us out for cheesetarts and then before i knew it , 6 people were started singing happy birthday to me!! i was so shocked and happy but i couldn't see their faces amidst the darkness because i wasn't wear specs nor contacts!!

on second january, kun brought me to marina barrage. i was really skeptical about it because we've been talking about marina barrage for damn long but we never executed the plan . throughout the journey i was complaining like mad because the weather was soo hot and i didnt bring my clip along :( i wanted to head over to marina square instead and tried to psycho him that marina barrage and marina square are one big family so it doesn't matter if we chose to go marina square instead. on the shuttle bus there, i bump into xinjie who said shit when she saw me. then she told me she was on her way to meet alex for some lunch . when we alighted , i felt intense heat burning on my forehead and i couldn't take it any longer so i took out kun's umbrella even if it would cost me a bit of my image. & then kun's lousy umbrella flipped into a U-shape and the people behind me burst out laughing. :/ & then when we arrived at the top level where you see all the green pastures and blue skies, i see a whole bunch of my lovely friends!! & there was sumptuous food which made me so happy too ( i was really starving and kun refused to let me eat the cake he bought ) & then we took manymany pictures, played games like texasholdem and taboo . everyone had a good laugh when we were playing taboo in mandarin because kunny is so funny when he speaks mandarin.

& bimb made me laugh too. she got the word " tan ' and had to describe it to us. but the way she did it was pretty funny for me.

cheryl : oh this one ah. what's herman's surname you know you know
rebe : ( i wasn't sure so i anyhow spam those common surname ) lim ? tan ?
cheryl : ( got all excited and placed the card on the we-got-it-right stack )
rebe : ( puzzled ) taboo also got test surname one ah?
cheryl : no la actually its tan ( you know, sun-tanning that tan ? )
everyone else : chey!!!

we packed out around seven plus when sarah and mark left for bbq , kun and i for town and the rest headed home. cab fare for us was like 19 bucks from marina barrage to grand cathay we got scammed. we were too tired so we decided to chill out at starbucks along coronation. kun was damn nice to me that day which made me so happy. i wished it's my birthday everyday so kun would be damn nice to me hahah KIDDING!! & thank you for the lovely topshop gift card girls i love you all many! though it would have been better with weiru sohmin casuarine nette and all but i had fun too! (:

P.S CASUARINE LOW PLEASE ORGANISE THE NEXT OUTING.

19th birthday part I

2010-01-03T23:11:00.009+08:00

full clique picture!
i think linzhong didnt managed to squeeze through the hole haha.

dinner at sakae sushi.
after yenqin's epic oishi moment.

with miss nice smile! (:
damn happy right gracia tang!!!

full clique without chipmunk .
gracia die die must tilt head.
yenqin is infected witht he tilt head disease also.

lovergirls ^^

ziyang wants to show fz that he's tall and mighty.

on the first day of 2010, i've spent my lovely day with my lovely pj clique at escape theme park. (: apart from the scorching hot weather, everything was splendid . i had quite a good time trying out all the rides and it's such a pity that panasonic, 360 degrees and inverter's gone :( so there were really limited rides left but it's not too bad for an entrance fee of nine bucks. & we sure had a good time camwhoring too. wing looks less-tb that day so yay wing you're one step closer to being tb-less! (: and highlight of the day goes to yenqin's oishi.

thank you people for the lovely top and dress from f21! i love them to bits. thanks for organising the gathering gracia and yenqin and thanks to the rest for gracing through the event. i enjoy every single minute, from escape theme park to sakaesushi dinner to the birthday cake surprise. see you guys soon on gracia's 20th birthday! (:

2009-12-30T19:09:00.003+08:00

i wanted to post about my splendid day last night but i was too tired. lovely sonia oh came all the way to my office with sushi and home made cheesecake to make it up for her departure on my birthday :( to add on to my pleasure, i had a nice talk with sokee over the phone omg! she could recognised my voice afterall hahaha. & i pranked sohmin earlier on but she was having tuition. i shall prank more people down my contacts list soon.

it was insanely busy at the office and i am damn unlucky to be the only one in the office? there were so many enquiry calls from public and those flyer distributors and i wasnt told that there were three classes in the night. best still, the tutor from english conversational class switched timing without informing the office so there were four classes and three classrooms. i had to ask for a vacant classroom from the community centre because this chinese hanyupinyin teacher is unhappy with the arrangement of having two small groups in the same room ?! whats the problem man ? and she had to shout at one of the tutors in front of everybody for entering her classroom. -.-

as i was saying.. i was really busy so i left my phone unattended . & then i realised sonia might need some directions to my office and when i hurried over to check my phone, 12 missed calls. i was about to call her back when she called me and she was sooo angry that she said ...

sonia : i swear i hate you the most today.

but her anger subsided swiftly cos i am really good at placating her. hahaha. offered to pay for her cab fare and all but in the end mom sent her home so we are quits. took lots of pictures tgt when the classes were going on and she was happily surfing the net on my desk while i ran about issuing receipts for parents who made payment on that day.

2009-12-30T11:38:00.000+08:00

met cecelia for dinner at buddy hoagies yesterday (:

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

picture up soon!

2009-12-28T00:59:00.005+08:00

love topshop and dorothy perkins.
& the sillysoniaoh
(:

p.s i couldn't have been a better friend man.
carrying your ikea boxes and two bags of your loots while you enjoy guava.
love me man.

christmas dinner at dempsey!

2009-12-27T16:14:00.011+08:00

my fish and chips!
really huge portion.

liqian's spicy carbonara.
i've tried it and it's really good (:

cheryl's teriyaki chicken burger .

mark and sarah (:

wesley and casuarine (:

hot girls (:

bimb and i (:

my brother and bestfriend!

this is a really funny picture.

intense hatred ..

2009-12-27T13:03:00.007+08:00

over the years, i grew increasingly strongly against certain type of men. i think males pissed me off easily because i feel strongly against them. & that sort of anti feelings increase gradually over the years..

(edited)
~~canon; delighting you always~~

asshole; pissing me always?!

YOUR STRINGS OF OBSCENTIES AND DISGUSTING VOICE WILL ALWAYS RING IN MY HEAD.

CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-26T11:37:00.003+08:00

awesome food! (:

lynn jamie and i (:

bimb lynn and unglame me with lynn's tiny head in the background

guccipradakoh (:

lynn and terrance! (:

sohmin and lynn!

sohmin and lynn II

FOUR TWO GIRLS(:

it's definitely one of the best christmas i've ever experienced so far (:
merry christmas yall!!

first up it's gathering at jamie's place.
i swear i really didnt feel like budging at all. :/
i haven't seen weiru sohmin xinjie jamie lynn liting daphne for sooo long?!
& terrance has grown into a buff daddy!!!!!
there was good food, drinks and company & i had a good time!
please have another gathering soon ( okay i shall try to organise something )
love my fourtwo girls + boys !!

next it's kun's gathering place.
frankly i didnt feel very excited for it cos i thought it's gonna be a sea of awkwardness.
you know, when everyone knows each other for so long and you're a new -comer
it's my second time attending their annual christmas gathering .
the first one wasn't that good for me and i ended up messaging the rest.
but this year wasn't so bad because his cousins are really friendly.
esp his favourite cousin douglas and his fiance! (:

pictures up soon , probably when bimb is back .
& some random christmas wish.
i wish that everyone will get their desired grades and desired course in uni!
i wish that all my friends who are attached will continue to be blissfully in love!
( cheryl sohmin jamie sarah casuarine joshua chloe silvia linzhong steph )
& i wish that my girls ( gracia nette ) find their true love soon ( cos duh, they are such good catch )
all my friends ( pj nanhua stephandall ) would stay close and be happy always!!
mum be healthy and happy .
bro forge better friendships and fun .
& kunny my love be happy always (:

LOVE YALL!!

season of thanksgiving

2009-12-24T14:01:00.001+08:00

collected 3 registered parcels early this morning at bukit timah singpost with yenqin. hope you like your floral dress yenqin! (:
i'm blogging at my desk in the office now. mr chan ( boss ) still hasn't arrived yet zzzz.
i've done up to 100 cold calls today omg.
mr chan better come soon cos i need to leave for harbourfront .
gotta collect yet another dress again.
3 more dresses to go and 3 more at home waiting to be altered.
i seriously wished i was taller .. but thank god i'm not ultra fat (:

jamie's dinner at night followed by yongkun's family gathering.
wish me much fun baby.

merry christmas eve yall.
better days are coming!

random post I

2009-12-20T21:39:00.005+08:00

really like this a lot but its retailing at 79sgd.
& there are other similar designs at cheap prices out there..

f21. if only money drops from the sky :(

group picture at prom.

friday - yenqin's clique outing.
will probably blog about it soon when most pictures are up.
but it was a really really fun day, esp the time at the arcade after dinner at marche.
gracia's painstakingly uploading them on facebook via simple uploader . thanks gra!
would have been better if the heels didn't make my feet so sore zzz.
& yenqin happy happy happy eighteenth birthday once again.

saturday - christmas shopping with kun.
we've gotten everyone stuffs already. except mom which she said she will pick herself haha.
i could have had more money for shopping today but part of them went to sponsoring of presents
met up with kelvin the foxxy for dinner at casuarina.
head over to his place after that for quite a nice time. i love his dog rocky.

sunday - that's today.
met up with louisa and nette.
louisa, the girl with the big rack was having her pms fits initially.
hahah but upon seeing me the fits went away already.
and she pangseh us at 6 plus for boys + food boooo.
but i still love her and the time spent today .
bought nude pumps at ten bucks what a stealll..
still prefer online shopping though.

& i'm still coughing though it got better. work tomorrow wish me luck mansxsxs.

dedicated to yangyenqin.

2009-12-20T11:09:00.001+08:00

as yall know, i'm like the clique's lil nanny. thus, the girl's happiness is my top concern. since silvia and i are attached, and dear chloe just got blissfully attached in california, it's left with gracia wing and yenqin. all three has many suitors so i dont exactly worry, but i just found out that mr m has a strong love rival!!! pictures from facebook.

eugene proposed to yenqin!! yenqin's engaged omg so fast.
faster than silvia chloe and i can?!?
& yenqin's too shy, secretly laughing to herself inside so she bend forward and let her hair cover her. you can imagine how happy she was when he kneeled down, IN PUBLIC.
(:

couple shopping happily after their engagement.
couple shopping even happily. note the difference.
the picture above this one: eugene's arm around yenqin only .
the picture above : eugene's arm around yenqin + yenqin's around eugene! sweet ttm!!

happy couple happily off together.

eugene + yenqin : we're getting married!!

p.s : the above story is based on half fictional/half reality cirumstances. any similarity to your own experiences are purely coincidental.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YENQIN! (:
LOVE YOU MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY

cherish.

2009-12-17T01:50:00.003+08:00

this is so random but i suddenly thought of this particular stranger and decided to visit her blog to see how she's doing from her deceased boyfriend's encounter almost a year back. the latest post seemed to be rather sanguine and i was relieved to see that she's getting her life back on track again. however just one click on the 'earlier posts' navigation proved me wrong :( it seemed like she's still struggling even after much emotional support from friends and family. it seemed like no matter how good things get along in life, as long as the one isn't there to share with you , nothing seemed to really matter at all. i really wont know how to handle if any of my loved ones just leave me like that... and TOUCHWOOD.

with that being said, foo yong kun i shall stop quarrelling with you and please treasure me like how i always do (: may all couples end up happily ever after ^^

no matter how much you ill-treat me,
you will still be the big fat apple of my eye.

PRANK CALLS

2009-12-17T00:52:00.002+08:00

i was really really bored at work because i was the only one around in the tuition centre. the list given to me for my task has been way exhausted and there wasn't much i could do apart from surfing the net. i was hoping to chat on facebook but none of my favourite peeps were online :/ i wanted to shop online but there were no blogshop updates and sgflea wasn't functioning as smoothly . i bet moderators are out to play . so i was feeling really playful and i decided to call up a few peeps and it went like that.

rebe : hello this is miss yeo calling from xxx... can i speak to miss cheryl lee ?
bimb : uh, this is me... ( she was super patient to me and for an instant i felt so proud of my bestfriend because other rude annoying impatient idiots would just hang up on me )
rebe: do you currently have children at home ?
bimb : uh no actually i'm just an 18 years old student..
rebe : oh , its okay judging from your beautiful voice i think you will have children very soon
bimb : HUH ?! then she got suspicious and went AYE WHO ARE YOU HUH?

hahaha seriously i had a good laugh. subsequently i called kun, koy, yenqin and gracia and i had quite a good laugh.

(:

sonia's gonna join me for my night shift job and cas will be with me in the noon shift job. TOMORROW IS EGGCITING

2009-12-12T23:48:00.016+08:00

gracia silvia and rebe in the cab, on our way to orchard hotel.

camwhoring in the toilet.
xingxian looking very hot in her sexy sultry lips haha.

xingxian rebe gracia and wing at butterfactory .
i think it was taken after dancing.
i looked like i just ran 10 km .

tim and wing looking smiling for my camera!

self portrait shots with wing.

with yenqin's favourite dan and young!

with gracia embracing the christmas tree! (:

gracia and i with the lovely couple.

xingxian wing gracia and i .
without the president of ' i delete 9/10 shots of my camera' and miss clp. :(

QP, AP, YJ with miss chua. (:

with xingxian who crashed our prom dinner!

with wing looking non-tb and a teeny bit of xingxian at the background.

i must say that the entire prom experience is pretty fun. despite the fact that just a few hours before the event, i felt so restless and tired that i wasn't a wee bit excited for prom. it didn't help that the rest of the clique felt the same way too but we managed to play our way through to make the money worthwhile. i was hoping that mr m would crash so i could get a picture of miss ' i delete 9./10 pictures of my camera ' and mr m but fantasy dont always come true yeah. so it started off with wing coming over to slack, bathe then do up a bit of make up before we head over to yenqin's place. silvia and kaining were there already so we continued to help each other do make up and touch up before gracia arrived in her sexy gorgeous pleated dress! called a cab and headed down to orchard hotel. initially we felt a bit weird because there were so many people who were nicely done up ? as in we only did light make up ourselves and did nothing to hair whereas most girls went for dinner make up and hairdo. but after a while we were caught up in camwhoring so it was all cool .

a pity that silvia and yenqin couldn't sit with us because our table was fully occupied :/ so it was gracia wing and i with miss chua, santhiya, linzhong, sucheng and jiajie (: i thought the food was not bad but it wasn't as fun as i thought i expected even with a list deejays around. my favourite part of the day was actually the camwhoring session at level one's toilet. everyone was cramping at the ballroom's level toilet and smarty yenqin got us to the level one's toilet to camwhore. took quite a few pictures and i regretted not taking more because the lighting was so much better. WHY IS IT THAT TOILET'S LIGHTING IS SOO NICE AND GOOD FOR CAMWHORING?! i wished there was a place as good as the toilet because its not exactly pleasant to camwhore with basins and toiletbowl .

after the event, gracia wing xingxian linzhong sucheng jiajie and i headed for butterfactory. there was an insanely long queue but thank god that there was a shorter queue for pjc students. & the bouncer was really nice to let wing enter despite the fact that she had no i/c. i'm super grateful for that because the night wouldn't be fun without wing. & everyone dance for a bit but gracia linz and sucheng had to leave earlier :( i was hoping gracia could stay a lil while longer but she wans't feeling well. & we had jiajie jumping up and down bumping into xingxian and stepping on my white satin 4 inch peep toe heels?! i had a hard time removing the shoe stains so no cab fare rebate for you jiajie! :P it was nice that night because i get to see many familiar faces and i actually talk to quite a few people whom i thought i would never befriend on the night. it made me kinda miss life in pjc but good things come to an end. apart from weird random encounters with weird man, the night was pretty good. wing and xingxian stayed over and i had quite a good girly talk with xingxian that night. we managed to share my single sized bed haha. kunny i'm not fat you seeee.

now that the fun is over, it's time to settle down with a job so that i dont idle around aimlessly.
went for 2 job interviews yesterday, one of which got me started immediately? telemarketing, 8/hr. i wish my life would revolve in something like female apparel instead of sales but looks like i dont have much choice. i need to save up for christmas presents and bangkok trip next year. chungsiyi better start saving up soon and grace aik, will wait for your return.

& i need to slim down and best still, turn anorexic so that kun will feel guilty for life for calling me puizai. miss the girls and can't wait for louisa's return.

xoxo

PJC PROM

2009-12-10T23:44:00.007+08:00

prom @ orchard hotel + post prom at butterfactory
prom's probably the last time i'll get to see some of the nicest people in school :(
i will blog more about it next time with more pictures.

talk about pride and karma

2009-12-08T00:01:00.003+08:00

wordy, picture-less post ahead!!

it's amazing how i've learnt quite a few stuffs from random conversation with random people. life's like a never-ending lesson and sometimes lessons can be rather interesting and enlighting. haha.

just a few days back, esmond broke the news of the death of his friend whom i was barely acquainted with a few years back. even though i wasn't close to this guy, the news of his death left an impact on me. it made me realised once again that life's really fragile and i have to treasure every single loved ones around me. especially when esmond told me that he never knew that he won't be able to see that guy again after their last meeting. it also made me realised how pride could really ruin someone's life. i think i really admire some of my friends who are really open about their financial status. sometimes i wonder how much pride is really worth and if you need help, just speak up? it's quite sad how some people would rather protect their pride and let their lives get screwed up.. it's such a pity..

so i met up with graceaik for dinner at bpp. i haven't had a proper chat with her for a long while ever since the start of a levels or even before prelims. & she gave me more courage to defend myself somehow. everyone knows its impossible to please the whole world. even the nicest people have their own fair share of haters. it is difficult to not step onto each other's toes after hanging out for sometime because everyone has different opinions and preference. but what's deeply disturbing and highly unacceptable for me is when someone bitch about you when you do no shit to the person ?! that person could be purely jealous or whatsoever but dont you find it infuriating when you hear so and so bitch about you when you haven't done shit to him/her? sometimes you just wanna give that person a chance and just let it go but people just dont get enough of bitching do they ? & sometimes when you comment on others, take a good look at yourself in the mirror? -.- with that being said, i would no longer tolerate anymore nonsense from this particular person. be nice to me and i'll be nice.

P.S grace you're the best man you make me feel so much better hahahha. see you soon babe (:

super sunday!

2009-12-06T22:41:00.007+08:00

it's probably one of my most fulfilling sunday of the year. sundays are usually days when i will coop myself at home with food , online shopping and shows because it's family day for the rest of the peeps and church for kun. today's a bit different because i get to spend the day at town with the pj girls. we had shoes collection at 1:30 pm at the atrium which didn't turned out so good for me. it goes like this. my sheen white shoes had slight stains on them and i was hoping that the spreer could get them removed for me because i woudn't wanna be a smart alec and risk my prom heels. i was advised that i could get them removed using transparent nail polish remover but the stains were too stubborn. initially the spreer offered a refund and i would gladly take them and order the design but the design's out of stock already. somehow or rather, the spreer got pretty pissed off in the midst of our text negotiation and said the best she could do was to offer a 30% rebate for my shoes. despite the fact that the girls insisted that the stains are not noticeable from far ( which i do agree ) , who would wanna pay for a stained pair of heels? -.- it's not as if i would profit from this deal anyway..

kicking unpleasant experience aside, i would like to honour myself as the queen of street directory. it's either that or wing has extremely poor sense of direction. we wanted to check out 313 @ somerset but wing got lost on her way to meeting us. the cutest thing was that she got all so excited when she thought she has reached the bus stop that we're gonna alight, only to find out that they are at completely different parts of town. i could rant on forever man. & i saw someone wearing this sweet floral dress that i've been eyeing online for quite a while. immediately got the rest to check out and everyone agrees that cut + design = fabulous! i'm into florals lately. & im trying to clinch this great bargain deal online. forever21 brand new with tag dress at 22 mailed only. beat that baby. but that would mean less money for the rest of the week and i do not have any income :( mom's not gonna fund me for sure.

after walking around plaza sing, ion then fareast plaza, we decided to head back to bukit panjang plaza for eyebrow trimming. it's so much cheaper than the rates offered at fareast plaza. half the price , to be exact. -.- after which the girls got their foundation cake and everyone headed home. tomorrow's make up try out cant wait. and pictures time! (:
the people who made my life interesting in pjc. + gracia tang.
love you yenqin even though you delete 99/100 pictures from our cameras.
love you wing even though you always call me frecky and you'll always be my lovely abyj +tb
love you gracia even though you always call me short hello i'm 159.5 cm how many times must i tell you ?!

in our typical photoshoot venue hahahaha.

from left to right :
broke rebe and her bag, wing's small little head, santa claus who looks like kfc old man ,
gracia's 300 bucks head hahahaha, president of " i delete 9 out of 10 photos from the camera " club, pretty santa claus assistant

happy simple day

2009-12-05T23:26:00.002+08:00

today feels like a looong day. i woke up at 12 plus noon ( new record! ) and felt so appeased because my skin feels much better after my beauty sleep. i think having sufficient sleep is really important to maintain a good complexion. everyone's been telling me that since young but it didn't quite make sense to me initially till i eventually tried. anyway mum's been urging me to sign up for driving . i'm quite tempted because everyone else around me seemed to have signed up for it. i'm still contemplating because i dont think i will feel safe on the roads and i dont think mum's gonna get me a car anytime soon. =/ i think driving would come after i've gotten myself a new laptop and camera. i'm in love with bimb's pansonic camera. the functions are soo good and the quality of pictures are actually better than canon! i miss my camwhore days . probably my blog would be much more entertaining with more pictures-filled posts too. sigh.

anyway today's a happy simple day for me. i accompanied mum for lunch at thomson plaza before heading over to kun's. i bought sushi and a few tidbits over to his place for movie. i haven't really had the chance to spend quality time with him so i'm really thankful for the day. sometimes i think i'm quite easily appeased because simple bonding time with friends or loved ones can make me sooo happy. but i must say that i'm never contented with shopping and i always crave for more and more clothes. i dig this floral piece from forever 21 but i'm literally broke. i need to quit shopping for a while before i get myself a job with decent pay. SOMEONE PLEASE EMPLOY ME.

anyway kun's momma gave me this eau de toilette sample which has a really nice smell. it's been a while since i've managed to hunt for nice fragrance around. my all time favourite's lancome miracle and i'm too boring to try out new ones. christmas is coming and im totally embracing the festive mood. smack me with lots of love and presents please.

mambo night

2009-12-04T21:27:00.004+08:00

mambo night with siyi and her sister + friends.
music gets better when the fun draws to the end.
could have been better if siyi and i didn't make 3 futile detour?!
but anyways it was fun . can't wait to do it with steph again .
more mj songs on the dance floor please.

first december (:

2009-12-02T12:49:00.012+08:00

it's third december 04:31 am in the morning and i'm getting this post done because dear g wants to read it. be honoured love!

we had our girls outing on tuesday which marked the start of our post alevel . life's been good and i'm loving every single moment of being book/notes-free (: i didn't get to meet yenqin because she had to rush off for jiamin's birthday celebration while i had check up. happy belated birthday jiamin! (: so i wasn't lucky enough to try her new camera which i heard was effing good. i want a new camera tooo :( but i'm not as rich as the 300 bucks woman so i shall continue to dream for a new camera. shortly after i arrived, xingxian had to leave for job interview and wing had to leave due to emotion interview. so it was just gracia and i again on the mission of gracia's massive shopping spree part II. gracia that rich woman bought a truck loads of stuffs on the past two days when i was out shopping with her and all i could do was to see and sigh. :/ sucks to be me .

and here's the pictures of the day.

left (bodyguard yang)
right ( superstar tang )
place : forever 21 store
comments : camwhoring everywhere as usual

left : part time princess full time bitch
right : part time bitch full time princess
hahahahahahaa.

the dress which burnt a big big big big hole in my wallet.
millionaire tang psycho me to buy it.
and i really bought it :/

i'm too tall for her already thats why she must bend down (:

right : a nice lady
left : an even nicer lady (:

hottest facebook picture of the year.
by courtesy of millionaire tang.
starting bid : SGD 10000000.
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second hottest facebook picture of the year.
most debatable picture of the year.
( see wing i treat you so nice nominate you for two awards ? )
wing " i'm the the most tb girl in the world and no one can beat me "

P.S . dear clique, please do not come after me. lol
time check , 4:53 am . gracia be honoured.

2009-11-24T21:56:00.004+08:00

when i was a little girl , i wished that ..
the boys of our age were much more mature
the relatives of mine were much more kinder
the macdonald's staffs were much more generous
the grandmother was much more nicer

when i was of a teenager, i wished that..
my mother was much more punctual
my workload much more lighter
my schoolmates much more open-hearted
my aunts much more magnanimous

now that i'm approaching adulthood, i wished that..
my brother was much more
my mother was much more wiser
my lovelife was much more smoother

and the misery goes on.

you know you love me, xoxo.

2009-11-22T11:19:00.003+08:00

i totally miss gossip girl! :/ i'm like quite far behind the season. i shall catch up the entire season two after a levels. blake lively is still as smokin' hot as ever omg she's so gorgeous and i can go on forever. i can't wait for a levels to be entirely over because that would mean much freedom, sleep ( goodness the lack of sleep has taken a toll on my complexion ) and more guilty-free online shopping. i figured i would have to engage myself in intensive work out because i've grown one size bigger. yongkun doesn't like fat girls . :/ if only i was blessed with high metabolism like the boys who are trying desperately hard to put on weight with weight gainer. if we could switch bodies, that would be great. massive savings on time and money.

anyway yesterday was crapshit because i kept thinking about the ffguy and the extremely unfortunate encounter with singpost. someone please liberalise the singpost industry and reduce their market power so we can enjoy more consumer surplus by cheaper mailing rates and safe delivery of normal mails. either way, i've decided to opt for registered post in the meanwhile due to frequent loss of mails lately. that would mean more purchase on the part of nette and i, so we can split registered post. we need to work to fund our purchases. plus i desperately need to save up for overseas trip with the girls. money money come to meee.

& i've finally learnt how to twit properly hahaha ( so noob i know ) twitter is so much easier than blogging. i can't wait to delete this blog but i would have to fulfil my earnings first. have a blessed weekend all!

g for graduation .

2009-10-16T22:56:00.002+08:00

i knew never it would be such joy to be part of pioneer junior college. even though there were some points in life when i really hated the environment due to certain issues, my academic pursuit in pioneer was definitely a good one. it's funny how all of us get together and bond in the class. even though they always say that secondary school friends will be your closest batch of firends, i think friendships forged at pre-university level are not that bad too. with that being said, i wanna thank my clique, my class, my cca and all the teachers who have made a difference in my life (:

TANG AP ; even though we encounter quite a few obstacles /drawbacks in our friendship, i'm still glad to have known you and befriended you for you add a lot of fun into my life. you're probably the one and only one whom i can tolerate for 'sexual harassment' . i've always believed that you hold a really good foundation in mathematics and dont ever give up on your favourite subject yeah ? because you have all of us cheering you on! i'm glad that you have come up strong from your personal relationships and i do hope that one day, i'll see you smiling blissfully and happy with a guy that's worthy your love. because of you , arithmetic progression has never been so fun :P thank you for always sharing some care and concern at all times . you'll not be forgotten hunn.

SZETO YJ ; i think we got much closer this year. i wonder where have you been last year. thank you for being there for me when i needed advice and a pair of listening ears even though you weren't much of a help :P ( its cool, i understand that you are always at a loss of what to do when it comes to comforting others ) i think you're blessed with good skin, legs, brain and friends like theclique! please give me some credit for correcting your TB yeah? i honestly think that you will be among the top few students who would be receiving a call in the morning. stop doubting yourself because in our hearts, you will always be the shining sister ( and gmg's shan liang zhi xing! )

CLP TAN ; you're the first 09-er that i know ( bet you dont remember! ) i could still remember the very first time, you struck me as a super hyper girl. you were damn bubbly and eager to get out of the class to 08s08. i still remember the desperate appeals for transfer and both of us didn't managed to get into 08s08 afterall. that's probably fate because it brought all of us together as a clique. thank you for constantly managing our timetable, informing us the homework and schedules for upcoming tests and extra lessons. i salute your efficiency.you're certainly an achiever, irregardless of academic, personal relationships and fitness! you're definitely the best chairman in the world! it's really a joy to know you and get to see your 5cents face almost everyday. i will definitely love to keep you in my heart (:

self proclaimed QTP qin ; hello small girl when are you gonna grow up and get married ? hahaha. since day one, i've always assured you that you're a very smart girl and recently results have already proven my point yeah ? quote from miss tan " yenqin , tell us your story" i'll always remember your " yeah i wanna copy her and have a lot of dandruff on my head " and all your candid funny moments plus our late night talks at gracia's place. stop debating about our height cos i'll be forever taller with my 3.5 inch heels :P i'm honestly glad to have known you because you're so bimbotic in such an adorable manner that it's impossible not to miss you when we've graduated. :(

TIMS!! ; you're such a nice pal! thank you for your meticulous gifts ( both on valentine's day and graduation day ) you seriously didn't have to through such an extra mile and meticulous preparation but you did! we are all so touched. thank you for being a big brother and always being so spontaneous in our clique gatherings. you're always ready to offer your help and you are never calculative with money. i'm glad that you joined our class because we would have missed out so much fun and laughter if you weren't around. i really admire your fantabulous character and handwriting but write faster for it would have been a waste if you couldn 't display your factual knowledge on the paper. good luck linz!

jieling ; i think we got closer this year too. just to let you know, you've seriously underestimated your own capability and level of diligence. i really admire your determination and perseverance to constantly strive for academic excellence. it's really a gift from heaven to have you both in our pw, contributing relentlessly and giving your best to strive for excellence. even though our results as a whole wasn't that satisfactory, we've tried our best (: see you on your birthday on 22 nd love!

jieying ; physics mate aka dounai. go tanning more often so you will get darker yeah ? hahaha. i hope you will look less like mj when i see you next year on the day of release of results. thank you for companion during physics lessons for your presence made learning more fun and easier (esp when the speed of my writing is so slow) don't be too stressed up because i think that given your attitude, you will do well (: omg i sound like miss chua hahahaha.

2009-10-11T19:48:00.000+08:00

HIATUS TILL AFTER A LEVELS?

this sucks so bad cos i wanna play so badly but i can't because i've to commit myself to a levels.
" what you do in the next four months will affect you for the next four years "
& i'm only left with one month. if only it was so easy to set your priorities right.

happy birthday nette!
happy farewell lou. we miss you ! :(

i shall do up the pictures whenever i have the time. uploading is such a tedious task.

the bestfriend (:

2009-10-01T20:52:00.002+08:00

video call with the bestfriend. (:
thank god for technology like that. save a whole lot of money and convenience!
come home soon and we shall head for churros and quality catch up time (:

i'm getting back physics paper tomorrow. that's my last paper and i hope it's a decent pass. on a good note, i've managed to jump one grade for my pet subject gp because of the phrase " make full use to their advantage " i promise i will work harder. today's econs post mortem was pretty good for me. i managed to pay attention throughout the whole lecture and i wished i had done so consistently for the past two years. so i've failed chem despite paying so much for chemistry tuition. i'm so useless :(

oh lovely clothes please arrive soon .

2009-09-30T20:12:00.005+08:00

pictures from steph's birthday dinner!
happy eighteenth my dear.
friends till old age and forever yeah! (: i know i can always count on you for a listening ear and a genuine heart. see you real soon !

today's the first day of the release of results. everything's pretty horrible. haven't gotten a U so far but prolly soon so i shall not jinx it. i just hope everything will end as soon as possible so i can go on with my travelling plans and much more quality time with friends and the boyfriend. i can't wait for christmas for somewhat reason. i can foresee myself indulging in lots and lots of bodyshop cranberry body wash . cranberry reminds me of xinjie! hahaha. that's so random. shall do up a post on clique outing soon.

anyway, i'm trying to do math now and its so boring. math makes me mad but i've already made a pact with wing to complete math by the deadline due which is on the 4th october. THREE FREAKING MATH PAPERS. go gracia go wing go yenqin go silvia go linz go people! (:

i must do well for a levels
i must do more practice papers
i must not attempt essays on general topics
i must prepare five topics for gp paper one
i must do more chemistry papers
i must read the econs revision packages.

so much to do :(

2009-09-19T19:44:00.004+08:00

i'm supposed to be mugging for math now but i have no motivation to do so. i can't wait for the next weekend to come so i can liberate myself for a while before i start mugging for a levels again :/ i'm pretty upset with my attempt at organic chem section for chemistry paper three because i paid so much to improve my organic chem skills at charlie chan :( once again, i mistook ester for ketone and i forgot to use the formidable PCl5 for distinguishing tests. & how could i forget the postive structure for tri-iodomethane test this is so screwed up :/ & i forgot my favourite market failure could be a form of allocative inefficiency. this is what happens when you cant function properly under time constraints :/ smu please come to me. on a good note, i managed to have a session with my dermatologist again. he has recommended skin laser which was surprisingly far cheaper than i expected. i thought his rate was fantabulous, but nette has a better offer. i shall wait for nette to get back to me before i decide. i must find out if there are any potential side effects , recovery period and all. i heard it's less than a week wow. if only i was blessed with good skin, i could save all the money for more clothes.

after derm , i went down to chinatown to collect my dress and combed the entire chinatown shops to look for kun's facial gel. his facial gel is currently out of stock at supplier's side and only a few shops have a few pieces left :/ to make things worse, it was raining and the weather makes me feel so sticky and uncomfortable. many bus services were affected by mid autumn festival celebrations at chinatown and that killed a lot of unnecessary time. i cant wait for alevels to be over so we can go on job hunting, earn lots and lots of money for shopping and travelling. like what jinghui said, it's a bliss to be able to stay at home to stone for one whole day. life in singapore is so stressful that barely anyone is really smiling on streets. that's why they have to come up with the advertisement to encourage people to smile. -.-

so, smile even though life seem to suck real bad yeah? like how i only managed to upload four pictures over a span of 45 mins.

2009-09-12T23:29:00.005+08:00

"smile even though your heart is aching "
i thought it's such a meaningful quote. i think i picked it up from brooke shields during the live telecast of micheal jackson memorial. life's too short to mourn over things. i've learned to cry and release all frustrations in a day and look up to another brand new day that awaits all of us. easier said that done but i'm working on it like how im working on prelims. (:

chloe's farewell dinner

the attendance was 4/7 because the rest had something on. it was pretty short for me but i guess it was quite a bit of quality time with the california woman who just got her hair dyed again. i dont know when will i get to see her again because air tickets are not cheap at all. hopefully soon since i dont think i will get to contact her much since she will be busy with school work and all. whatever that is, always in my heart babe. (:

31 monthsary at clarke quay

we head for allegro churros again. i love churros to the maxxxx. they are sooo nice , but pretty expensive. the lady was so nice, she gave us an extra stamp on the card so that we can redeem free churros on our next visit. i'll definitely head back there with jeanette again, since we didnt get to try it together the other time. probably after prelims, before 9th october which is the day louisa's leaving :(

pictures wouldn't load :/

all i want to say is that, you dont really care about us.

2009-09-10T00:22:00.002+08:00

Tell me what has become of my rights
Am I invisible because you ignore me?
Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame
They're throwing me in a class with a bad name
I can't believe this is the land from which I came

lovely friday night! (:

2009-09-05T23:45:00.010+08:00

location : the tea party ( super awesome place )
occasion : sarah pre -18th birthday celebration (:
people involved : rebe , cheryl , sokee, sarah , sonia , joshua , casuarine , dawn & cuitian.

nothing beats a warm and cozy with gathering the best bunch of friends. (: i had soo much fun, playing bridge, camwhoring, watching the girls screaming over the collapse of the stacker bricks, feasting over mjy favourite german sausages and watching joshua performing his cheap magic thrill. i can't explain how comfortable i felt throughout these atmosphere of familiarity. the ambience at tea party was so good. i will definitely patron again. thank you sonia the great for organising this awesome gathering! (: it was a good day for kunny too, so glad for him. if only life was like this everyday. yay. last but not least ,

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH SILVIA CHIPPY TAN.

lengthy post ahead.

2009-08-24T18:52:00.002+08:00

i think i haven't done a proper update for quite some time . my blog looks a bit empty because there are no nice pictures to post ( thanks to my sucky camera) and life's a tad boring and slow. over the past two weeks, i have visited alexandra hospital for four times. three times at clinic C on consultation regarding my infection and the other one was yesterday at A&E department :/ i threw caution to the wind and decided to put on contacts and it got me whole deal of insomnia and pain. mum rushed me to the hospital in the morning because i couldn't hold on to the pain any longer. i never knew eye infection could be that bad. my right eye kept tearing and both eyes were bloodshot red. i had to go through torturing eye irrigation . i had to force my eyes open and let the saline tap run through my eyes for 15 minutes and my right eye was bandaged to keep off sunlight exposure. i shall be good and stay away from contacts till my cornea has fully recovered. the worst worst worst experience ever.

but it was sort of a blessing in disguise , because i managed to gain sympathy from kublin who decided to visit me this morning! hahahaha :) he got me big breakfast in exchange for good body massage and 30 minutes of sleep on my comfy bed in my nice smelling air conditioned room! we had lunch at buddy hoagies before i head down for my consultation . it feels weird to be not in school on a proper school day. i miss gracia wingyu silvia yenqin! and dear chloe who's out of pioneer. mum bought me my favourite langue de chat cookies . still, my greedy self yearns to be at clarke quay for nice steamy churros . i totally missed that night with siyi and grace . that evening with kun was not bad too, just that my infection totally ruined the day. :(

tomorrow awaits a brand new day. yay!

random overdue pics :)

2009-08-17T21:46:00.009+08:00

exgreatest pal in the whole wide world :)

chicken stew :)

with wing, on the day of class outing!

five steps to happiness

free yourself from hate
liberate yourself from worry
lead a simple life
give more
expect less.

honesty

2009-08-11T22:34:00.001+08:00

approximately two years ago, i was unreasonable, demanding, haughty and petty.
nevertheless, i wasn't that difficult after all.

approximately two years ago , you were tolerant, understanding and forgiving.
above it all, you weren't that much of a chore.

as we stood here today, with our faces barely changed.
two hearts struggling to keep our fate.
i could no longer find you on our place.
we were starting to fade and stray.

i love you,
foo yong kun.

hiatus.

2009-08-09T16:01:00.011+08:00

dearest YJ and her ex beau . lol

failed jump shot

clique + gracia in our hearts.

clique w/o sil and linz

more pictures from chloe's return

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ! :DDDDDD

this holiday doesn't feel a wee bit like one :/ such a bummer. at least i managed to spend the entire day with jeanette, virtually , through the phone and on msn. talk about the wonders of instantaneous communication. life has been high and dry. one night of fun gets you thinking about the piles and piles of work due. found out that lynn attends charlie chan too. she's still tall hot and pretty as before, and i bet a whole lot smarter. people like her makes me worry about university admission. :( so yesterday, nette and i attended TE's mega sale and home club flea. i ended up buying 3 dresses , 1 top , 1 navy bag and collected one of my backorder which has arrived. shopping makes me happy but it burnt a big hole in my wallet. after which i took cab to kun's place which killed ten bucks and i think i have to pay for dance sweater real soon. -.-
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the very last time i saw through you

2009-08-03T17:51:00.003+08:00

my mother told me not to trust people too easily. apparently her advice fell on deaf ears and i got my fingers burnt.
there's just way too many doubts in me
and too many questions on your part :(

quote from gaurav : BURNT!

2009-07-30T22:00:00.009+08:00

some pictures on the day of class party. rachel's one a lil scary though.

welcome home chloe and ryan (:

it's been a pretty busy week. everyone's like mugging and the atmosphere is so tense. :/ on a good note, our dear friends are back for holidays. hopefully we will carry out our plan next wednesday and dear gracia would be able to make it. i should be able to squeeze in some fun in between the hectic schedule. i hope everyone's doing fine!! meeting bimb and the rest this saturday and grace this sunday. i can't believe grace is actually my school mate when i hardly get to talk to her. much of the catch - ups are always done outside school.

kun got me a really good and cheap deal for my laptop! i hope it will be revived soon! (: i love my boyfriend (:

2009-07-18T14:39:00.002+08:00

hello yenqin :) hello gracia :)

okay i'm retarded. i'm so bored from gp and math :( everyone's harping on the fact that it's barely four months to a levels. i freaking thought o level was just over and a level is at the door step. last wednesday, we attended a really interesting lecture which taught us the power of focus and determination.

" what you do for the next for months is gonna affect you for the ~~next four years~~ entire life "

scary much ? that explains for the lack of updates and complete shut down on my social life. even meet ups with kun would be disgusting mugging because we cannot afford to fail in singapore. :/ life is so harsh and stressful but the 8 months long break serves a pretty ( or maybe a lil ) motivation. i wouldn't want to spend the next 8 months appealing to all sorts of lousy courses in local universities or having to comtemplate if i should retake or take the private course. private uni = x 2/3 times of local uni fees + less credit = lesser money for shopping.

my computer died on me this morning. hopefully i would be able to revive in tonight or else i would be stuck with my brother's computer for a period of time. i can imagine how life is going to be like .. more mundane and mundane and mundane. :(

of good dessert, companion, chillouts

2009-07-08T00:48:00.019+08:00

it's tuesday. two more days for more fun and shine before we have to pay for the damages of the papers we sat a few weeks back. oh lord, give me a tiny ray of hope that i would be able to spend my 29th monthsary happily with kun. (: how i dread school .

on a happier note, this 6-day well deserved break has been awesome. i didn't waste my youth day holiday afterall. i crashed cheryl's 2-hour lecture at ngee ann and had lunch with her group of friends! i managed to steal cecelia from her group of friends for a couple of minutes while she walk me to makan place at ngee ann. it was such a long long long walk up the hill and the weather was really unbearable. :/ bump into quite a few familiar faces and coussy woussy conrad lee was one of them! cheryl's lecture theatre was barely filled and i was worried that the lecturer would ask me questions since i was using the laptop, so much so that i dropped bimb's laptop. :( but it was still an interesting experience. afterall, it was this close to become one of their student.

yesterday was transformer with wing and yenqin. despite much prompting through phone calls, our dear yj is still late. -shakes head shakes head. we took neoprints, bought ear studs, had our shot at finding nice cardigans , watched megan foxxy and the best part of it is the dessert at fareast plaza. we had a good offer during their happy hour , second bowl at 50 percent off (: we were so tempted for second helping but we decided to quit being pigs. as usual, i had a lot of fun suanning yj . i hope class gathering on thursday would be better ! it's at sentosa though. let's hope it doesn't rain.

i can't remember which pictures yenqin and wing didn't want me to post :/ they were bickering on the bus on which pictures to post but i shall just post whatever i want . hahahah (:

school's out, time to get out.

2009-07-06T00:21:00.003+08:00

i'm feeling so relaxed right now because mid years are over! it's such a huge sigh of relief. the past five days were tremendously stressful. take the paper, home to study , wake up at 6 am to cram and the whole cycle repeats itself. tuesday was the worst ever because it's math and econs. i finally had a taste of having two 3-hour math papers on separate days and having two subjects in a day. i'm so glad it's all over now even though i felt that my performance was rather shitty. i had only myself to blame but hey, at least i'm trying to make up for my result slips but reading a bit of organic chemistry today. (: i have a week to enjoy before the whole school term starts again.

met up with kun to finish up the four vcds we rented from videoezy. meet dave, unborn, fool's gold and this other epic movie. we had dinner at his place ( steak with mash potato! ) before we head out to chill at ritz apple strudel. love one of those heart to heart talks with kun when he wouldn't fall asleep . he's been so tired lately and we hardly get to talk over the phone :( it's good times like that which serves a great motivation in life to stay happy and contented.

stay strong my girl. we'll get you through this rough patch.

secrets enclosed within four walls.

2009-06-25T20:40:00.006+08:00

awesome ice cream place at novena!

math mock was a great joke. everyone were discussing discreetly and it wasn't submitted for marking anyway. good thing is that i get to see silvia after 1.5 weeks . we had lunch at bukit panjang plaza and linzhong gave us a treat even when we insisted that it wasn't necessary. after which i head home to bathe before heading down to fellow leeminho lover's place.my bank funds are depleting at exponential rate :( money please drop from the sky .

let's hope that i wont catch you in your sneaky acts again.

favourite bunch of people in the world

2009-06-25T14:50:00.004+08:00

some really funny snaps from the day at holland. i swear i wasn't looking at steph's * !! there's another picture of siyi lifting up her arms to snap a picture with grace and i remembered siyi went like " thanks for snapping my armpit! " loll. i bet if i were to post it up, siyi would chase after me in knives.

friends above all else. :D COME HOME SOON BIMBY.

2009-06-17T21:46:00.004+08:00

met up with sarah the babe today. it was a short meet up though, because she had to meet her beloved mark who just came out of camp. i think town's getting more and more boring :/ i need to find new hangouts in singapore . sarah was saying that she didn't like to shop for shoes but we ended up getting a pair of shoes each. i got heels and she got pretty nude pumps that's really cheap. i was tempted to get the same pair but i 've decided to curb my spending. (:

i've come to realise that some friendships are meant to be enclosed within school compound only.

i love my friends and boyfriend!

2009-06-16T23:13:00.005+08:00

it totally slipped my mind that i needed a laptop cooler. i think my laptop's been exposed to frequent overheating and i'm damn scared that it will die on me in time to come , because i have no backup! kun says they were retailing at six bucks during the last day of IT FAIR :/ at least i got myself a ear piece, just when my 2 months old apple ear piece died on me. i must really learn to handle things with care. my pink LG baby is kinda flawed , in particularly the edges because i always drop my phone.

this morning, went over to yenqin's place to burn aunt's taiji vcd but we didn't managed to get it done. still, THANK YOU YENQIN! (: it was a good one hour plus with her because we catch up a bit, and gaga over leeminho. after which, i went town to meet miss heng today! (: i think the only time i get to see her is holidays. we watched the taking of pelham 123 at cineleisure before we settled for a lil bit of studying at heeren. the movie's good, as expected! it's kinda heart wrenching and touching at certain parts of the movie. at least i managed to keep my eyes fixed on the screen throughout the entire movie unlike horror movies. & even though we didn't meet up for a while , this smart ah lian is not at all kind to me be it actions or words. nevertheless, i really had fun. weird things always happen when we meet up. jing bought takeaway at subway and there wasn't any plastic lid left for her drink. so this ahlian instigated me to go to KFC to get it for her?! then i was like noooo you have to go all the way to the counter then she was like dont care la. -.- then i realised 7 eleven had plastic lids so i went to get one for her. once an ahlian, forever an ahlian (: after that was kun's place to accompany my very tired boyfriend . we watched 'wanted' and it's another interesting action packed movie. angelina jolie died though. & she revealed her butt in the movie. 0.0
jeanette and xingxian came over yesterday! (: i was telling them how much i'm crazy over lee min ho. we studied, camwhored, talked, and had fun. xingxian made a hilarious remark but i shall not embarass her over here. you would be like ' omg xingxian! ' i'm meeting sarah the babe tomorrow. i'm really enjoying my holidays to the fullest.

sleepover + post anniversary celebration

2009-06-14T14:10:00.011+08:00

the past few days , i have been watching boys over flower on youku. i was really bored on wednesday so i decided to watch BOF online since I've heard so many rave reviews. it didn't appeal to me at first, since I've already watched the taiwan version but i got addicted after the first two episodes :/ i would watch it till as last as 5 plus in the morning and after a while and this continued for three days. lee min ho is so dashing :/ wing finished it in THREE days. 0.0 I'm so smitten by the love scenes but they are never gonna happen in reality. now that i have finished it, i'm facing withdrawal symptoms . i haven't been so crazy over idol dramas for so long and the last time was over goong, with sonia oh! addiction is a bad bad thing

stayed over at gracia's place on thursday night. we were supposed to do chemistry but we ended up talking and playing as expected. BUT we did a teeny weeny bit of revision . gracia did more revision though , because my eyes were fixed on the laptop (bof ) talk about multitasking man. we had lunch at eat! before they sent me home. gracia went for SIX hours of math crash course while i went to meet kun. we were supposed to head for town but we didnt feel like it so we settled for swensens at thomson plaza before we catch a movie at amk hub. i think we were a little over dressed or something so we receive a couple of stares 0.0 we caught ghost of a girlfriend's past and it was good. kun's having a lil withdrawal symptom and would like to watch it all over again. i think i will watch it with him again next week . hopefully he's not too busy or stressed up with trainings and competition.

on a good note, im meeting xingxian later :) haven't seen this girl in a long while. met up with nette for flea at pit building yesterday. we caught up a bit since we couldn't talk over the phone for a while because her phone has some problems. i like talks with nette. it's always very comforting to talk to her because she's such so patient. both of us haven't really studied but i think we would rush through the topics next week. after flea it's kun again. & sillyboy is on his way to IT fair without me :(

the perfect dates

2009-06-10T23:19:00.002+08:00

i had a wonderful time over dinner today. thank you my perfect dates! (: will blog about it real soon. last but not least, happy one year four months kunny! lovelovelove you.

lovely crabs + yenqin the almighty! (:

2009-06-08T22:26:00.003+08:00

two days back , mum kun and i went for dinner together at this family restaurant in thomson. mum was nice enough to give us a treat (: three of us had hot plate tofu, oat prawns, steam fish and butter crabs! i didn't really like the crabs but kun loved it! i prefer the one we had at clementi but crabs are still my favourite loove. it was almost a meet-the-parents session but kun intervened . shall not elaborate further but i'm glad kun did because the whole waiting time could have pissed * off. thank god. nevertheless, i had a sumptuous meal.

my eating spree didn't stopped. this afternoon, i had late brunch with yenqin at ikea. we had meatballs ( totally to die for! ) , salmon dish, potato salad, daim cake and this shrimp salad thing which i totally couldn't resist but to try. i was so bloated after the meal that i had to unhook my skirt. after the meal, we took many random pictures at ikea. i think we attracted quite a bit of stares from other people so it was like a stop and pause thing. i would be like " okay yen qin there's people looking " . then she would put down her phone , turn around and when no one's looking, we would start snapping happily away. it was really fun because we were retarded! heh. after which, yenqin the almighty accompanied me to collect my phone at LG. it's all fixed now. no more irritating auto off experiences again. (: & she kindly scanned the chemistry paper for me even though i didn't attempt cos the scan is too blur. thank you for the awesome day QTP!

tomorrow - wing's place
wednesday - fareast with yenqin and gracia in the noon to do up their hair in the noon and dinner with grace, siyi and steph at holland v!
thursday - stayover at gracia's
friday and sat - KUNNYMONNNN .arrival of parcels!

holidays are never enough

2009-06-06T08:25:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILSON!!!
I'M SURE YOU WILL ENJOY NETTE'S METICULOUS PLANNING!

it's saturday and i'm moaning over the loss of the first week of holiday. it just went past like that and i felt like i haven't really utilised the holidays since i've to head back to school everyday. :( we actually survived 1.5 hours of math lessons. so proud of ourselves! & as expected, only the few usuals turn up for lessons. i dont really care if whosoever chooses to skip lessons or whatsoever. i'm just annoyed that we have to keep track of all the loose worksheets and whatsoever. that's because the class committee is mainly made up of my clique, silvia the chairperson, wing the assistant, me being the treasurer , gracia the math rep and yenqin the pe rep. the pile of worksheets in the shared locker seems to be piling up and it's annoying how we have to entertain questions like " oh do you have my worksheet? " i dont mind helping but if this is going to continue till the rest of the year, i think we're gonna go crazy. i'm finally speaking up because i see that everyone is taking advantage of our 'service' , simply just message one of us to inform that you're not coming hoping that we would take care of all your worksheets? -.-

& for the happier stuffs, we're going to wing's house next week! i made her swear on that deal and the dire consequence of not fulfiling this promise is - pimple outbreak on her face. lol. this is a strong deterrent to prevent wing from backing out of her promise. we've been begging her since last year and this girl just wouldn't budge. after wing's would be silvia and heh heh heh. be prepared for massive and intense bugging yo. i'm sure gracia and yenqin are damn good at it. i've picked up my registered mail after a long wait at bukit timah post office. but another of my normal parcel arrived safely! (: love all the new clothes. but i still have four more pieces pending on arrival. shopping is never enough. i'm still contemplating if i should head down to the flea on sunday since i've been spending a tad too much. retail therapy just rejuvenates the mind and soul!

i had a good talk with kun last night. we watched drag me to hell and had dinner at his place. we were on the bus back to my place when i suddenly thought of chilling out and kun agreed , much to my surprise. we settled down for ice cream at swensens and had a heart to heart talk. i would never trade those sessions for anything! & i believed it would be better today, since we are going to have crabs tonight. YUMMM.

h for holidays! (:

2009-05-31T22:08:00.005+08:00

oh holly, how i adore this part of the year because it's school holidays and great singapore sales! not that i wouldn't shop during non sales period anyway. friday was the start of mid terms and general paper's first on the list. none of the topics i prepared came out for paper one. i did the question on science and technology and yeah you've guessed it, i screwed it all up. comprehension wasn't much of a help either so i guess i wouldn't do very well this time. i wasn't very affected though , because i was really looking forward to seeing the kayak boy! he makes me laugh, really. i love fridays and saturdays with you! (:

he was being annoying ( as usual :P ) and kept repeating my words over the phone

rebe : can you stop it ?
kun : can you stop it ?
rebe : yongkun is a cbnlj
kun : rebe is a ljncb
rebe : yongkun shi yi ge huai dan .. ( and a whole string of mandarin came along )
kun : hui yan shi yi ge.. ( and he got stucked! hahahaha )

revised 4 chapters of physics today. 4 more to go and the paper's on wednesday. oh the horror. had brunch with the parents at crystal jade. bought 4 sets of lingerie, 2 belts, 2 boxes of langue de chat and got myself a new specs. i shall never leave my specs lying around again, lest i step on it again. commented for a few stuffs today and there goes my funds again. shopping makes me happier, like ecstasy. (: back to the books

it's good to wake up knowing that you still love me.

mid years.

2009-05-27T16:37:00.002+08:00

i shall revive my stagnant blog because dear yenqin says i haven't been updating! blame it on the workload and the weather. the weather made me cranky and killed the blogging mood several times. lol

GP is on this friday and i haven't quite decide on which topic to study. i was contemplating on doing science since it's sure to come out but the contents are so monotonous. i tried to digest the first few pages but gave up after a while because i couldn't see myself reciting all the contents in two days. i think i will do mass media, youths , family and aged. ( or should i do globalisation and poverty ? ) dilemma.

on a happier note, it's coming to the end of term two! after which would be holidays and i dont have to wake up at 6 am for school for four freaking weeks! (: i hope i would spend my time wisely on studying instead of shopping and playing but you know, there are so many distractions. i hope i will get to meet steph , siyi and grace since it's been a while since we last met up. i should be meeting the clique to study as well. (: & i would probably date cheryl sarah sokee and all at least once during the june hols. i hope mr busy man a.k.a foo yong kun would be free during his two weeks break so we can spend quality time together. kayaking, projects, and other commitments have been eating our reun time :/ by then, all my backorder items should have arrive! (:

no new pictures because everyone isn't in the mood to camwhore. maybe this weekend when i meet up with kun or something. have a good week everyone (:

ironies of life

2009-05-20T19:13:00.007+08:00

school is draining every ounce of energy in me. timed assignments, class tests, lecture tests, homework and the upcoming exams are taking its toll on me. i'm contemplating if i should stay for night study programme but the thought of staying in school from 6pm-9pm seems so.. nauseating? nevertheless i shall make it a point to stay on some days for gracia. anyway, we did target setting during civics period today. i hope i will be able to hit my targets. that would require a bit of hardwork and some time off shopping.

my funds are depleting gradually. just when i thought i was closer to my target, everything went down the drain. cheryl says it's okay to shop, but shop moderately. but i think we have been shopping indulgently for like two years or so, just that it's an on/off thing (with longer 'on' period of course! ) at the rate we're going, we might have to declare bankruptcy. on a happier note, my normal mail arrived! i wished singpost would reduce the registered postage so we can enjoy cheaper and happier shopping! paying 2.24 for every single parcel is pretty much insane. so whenever my normal mails dont arrive on time, i will whine to the clique and they will always go " it will arrive la! " yenqin would be like " see rebe, next time opt for registered la. " maybe i shouldn't try my luck all the time. if only money will drop from the sky!

P.S i know you're the angel sent from heaven to be in my life

love is about ..

you sacrificing your own tutorial time to help me in my project work
you selflessly paid 4 digits for me just to make sure that i have a good 17th in China
you showing me grace and forgiving me when i'm in the wrong
you praying for my safety, family, academis and our relationship everyday
you staying up to talk to me till 12 even after a long day at school from 10am-9pm
you doing funny actions to make me happy when i'm upset
you teaching me how to cope with failure and rejections
you hearing me rant about life when i'm angry at the whole world
you taking the effort to ensure that i would take my meals
you trying to master Chinese language to put a smile across my face

having you around makes life so much easier and happier.
i hope i can count on you the rest of my life (:

to end off ;

there comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who create it & surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all, life is too short to be nothing but happy (:

people come and go in your life. the girl whom was once your bestfriend could be the stranger from the other school . the guy whom you used to spend every saturdays with could be the first name on your hated list. will we still be in contact ten years down the road?

2009-05-16T17:29:00.002+08:00

why do good times roll away :( it's saturday night and monday's coming. i dont wanna go back to school because there will be never ending tests :/ i can't wait for alevels to end. i bet everyone feels the same way. stupid exams .

anyway, angels and demon is a good watch. we were so amazed by the sudden twist of the story. on a random note, i wanna meet grace siyi and steph soon. like asap. miss you girls so much!

toodles!

a meaningful and touching story ..

2009-05-13T19:22:00.000+08:00

cherish what you have before you lose them.
take nothing for granted.

"When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question.

This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.

But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.

The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.

Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me...
she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out.

To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her,

" Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. "

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
I know how her heart could not bear to hear my last words now. I still carried her, my last one...this time with my wreatched heart."

holiday! (:

2009-05-11T18:10:00.006+08:00

hello all. i'm at yenqin's place with silvia and yj. they are taking pictures , as usual. they are trying out some studio-like effects such as turning on the fan -.- we are supposed to complete our homework but we only managed to complete our substandard essay. english week is a major pain in the ass :/

got up early to see the doctor at chinatown. got myself this plain teeshirt from this random shop. mom bought colourful towels ? my cash got stucked in the bukit timah's dbs atm machine. i knew my day was gonna suck right from the start because of certain stuffs ..whatever. i had to wait in the queue for damn long :( bad day.

love

2009-05-10T23:11:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 27 MONTHS KUN! (:
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY KELVIN SOONG! (:
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL! (:

i didn't spend vesak day at home! (: xingxian jeanette and i went for flea-ker-of-hope and i saw yenyen (beloved yenqin's sister! ) xingxian and i got one piece each while nette went home empty handed. she was rather relieved though, since she was eyeing on some stuffs online. shopping is the worst addiction ever.

on our 27th monthsary, i've gladly agreed to attend church service with yongkun. i'm still not used to attending church service but the kun's friends made it a lot easier. at least i was greeted by smiling faces which totally lit my day. they had this mother's day dedication when a whole throng of kids came through the doorstep ( including my kunnymon) and dedicate roses to their mothers. how cute. imagine those cute little innocent kids running into the hall , carrying their roses, extending their arm to their mothers. i wanna be a mother too! but i gotta learn how to cook :/ had lunch with kun before we head over to his place to collect my blazer. home for tuition then brought momma and grandmother out with dinner. bill was supposed to be on us ( my bro and i ) but my bro offered to pay 5/6 of it. HAHAHAH. my bro's a real gentleman but he can get rather uncouth sometimes.

speaking of which, it's sunday and i have four tests this week. :/ & i think it's really mean and petty of me.. to ask kunny to ... oh well :/

the soul in your irks me.

2009-05-08T00:03:00.006+08:00

heyyooo peeps. i've got news to share. the good news is that we dont have to head to school on monday because of vesak day! yay. i hate monday blues , but i figured i will probably have tuesday blues next week. now for the sucky news - i have four tests next week. -.- math, gp essay, chem spa and physics. that's not cool but i guess that's life for students .

math tutorials are getting from bad to worse. i could hardly concentrate and i doubt everyone else is listening/paying attention. it's just another massive copying session when she have the solutions up on board. it's sucking my interest in math and i'm gradually slipping into the 'math makes me mad ' phase :/ but school's still fine with AP, YJ( who gets more yj each day) , CHIPMUNK AND SMALL LITTLE GIRL. (:

i love this dress so much ( and maggie q's hot bod of course) .herve legers apparels are to-die-for but it's impossible to save up for them with me meagre allowance . so the only thing i can think of is to .. learn sewing. mom says almost every female in her generation knows how to sew . & she highly doubt that i will be able to keep up with the passion of sewing so she doesnt wanna invest in a sewing machine or teach me. that's not the end because i have my aunt and i shall continue to bug her after my A's (:

okay i'm off to my private blog now (:

2009-05-04T20:28:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOE HUNNN! (:

it's been five months since i last saw you . that's when i sent you off at the airport with yangmehmeh. it's good to know that you're doing well . just to let you know, you're missed very very very much (: our dear duagaosai has gotten herself a new nickname which is really cute. if you're keen to know, fly back asap and the clique can fill you in the details. alright i shall not elaborate further lest gracia will kill me tomorrow. ha, happy 18th and love you (:

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school was fine. i love mondays because the timetable's short ( probably god decided to be kind and address my monday blues ) so i brought my new bagpack to school. my shoulders feel so much more relaxed, now that the weight of the content lies on both sides of the shoulder instead of one (: throughout the entire day, we had fun teasing one another. heh, sorry ah AP! :P

head over to grandma's to meet aunt. i've decided to visit my grandmother after procrastinating for so long. i was contemplating if i should go this afternoon , since there's chemistry test tomorrow.. but i figured i should be nice and filial and pay my lonely grandmother a visit. sometimes i wonder how life would be when our generation are old , fraught with declining health condition and worse still , stricken with poverty ( i hope my children are filial enough to support me though ) at times, i think that life sucks because i have to study so much. then again, i think i'm really lucky because i get to shop, surf and get together with friends as and when i like it. for my younger cousins, newphews and grandmother, life is extremely monotonous. esp for my grandmother, who stays at home everyday because she has difficulty in walking. why is life so sad :( quote from nickelback lyric, if everyone cared and nobody cried. if everyone loved and nobody lied. if everyone shared and swallowed their pride. then we would see the day when nobody died.

similarly, if all the guys were faithful, all the girls in the world would suffer so much heartbreaks..

when you say nothing is forever

2009-04-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

i just got home from lot 1. i was supposed to have dinner with the clique but mum bought food home so it's dinner at home. but i still went down to meet the clique at food junction so we could talk. i like the way we tease one another. yj, ap, qp and the cute little girl (: it's funny how we gave each other quirky nicknames. i think we're influenced by gracia's insanity. i really should tape down her unglam expressions one day so i can view it when i'm down or something. the best therapy.

school hours got pushed back by 15 mins due to temperature taking. i hope swine flu is under control or else i would have to push back my holiday plans :( i'm dying for a break from a levels. gp reflections are getting on my nerves because i really dont see the point of doing it but the school insists that we do them on a weekly basis. -.- apart from that, school's been fine and i think i have been paying attention during lessons. quote from * ' grades have to go up, by hook or by crook' 0.0 i think all the teachers in a frenzy now. mr goh is like sending everyone for extra remedials and consultations. it's all about alevel.

kunny is out with his kayaking friends while i'm home waiting for cheryl to come online. i wished i could get my hands on the hl dresses. they are to-die-for. ( so are their prices.. ) i'm keeping my fingers crossed that my aunt's sewing machine would be fixed on saturday so aunt can alter my dresses for free! (: i wished i was taller..

blog revival

2009-04-26T09:01:00.010+08:00

hello all! this week has been really dramatic for me. thank god i've managed to salvage things , with the help of my wonderful friends of course (: i felt like i've learnt a lot this week. i've come to realise that money of all things, can't bring you the ultimate happiness because money can't buy happiness. shopping and getting good grades won't make me feel any better if i was out of love. i believe in a thing called love. & that random post below is to remind me to treasure people around me before it's too late..

friday was awesome. i love fridays because it's such a short day and it allows me to utilise the weekends to the maximum! that particular friday was awesome because bffC and bffS decided to drop by to accompany me. sweetest little people on earth. it was meant to be a surprise but i decided to stay back to study for a bit so cheryl ended up calling me instead. HAHAHA. no wonder wing kept asking me if i was gonna go home from time to time because sarah text wing! it's amazing how your good friends know each other too. cheryl brought food for me and i finished it really fast. i love tusiah's (cheryl's maid) cooking. i wanna learn how to cook so badly. cheryl and sarah are fast becoming housewives already. they are like exchanging recipes and i'm still stuck with my alevel notes :/ & sarahteh that shopaholic commented for like five items online. sigh.. whenever we get together, we burn our wallets. but it was still awesome. more SRC gatherings please!

after that was kun's place. poor boy's so tired and worn out from trainings and clubcrawl . attention to all members of nyp kayaking , your vice captain is damn hardworking! love him okay. heh heh. did body massage for him while he was enjoying eye mask + face mask . i've been using masks a lot lately and i think it's keeping my skin hydrated. i love therapies.

dance mate of 6 years (L

greats bargains!

saturday was parents teacher conference followed by flea with jeanette! ms chua says she believes that i can do much better. heh heh. & mr goh decided to be nice for one and told mum that he's sending me for hod enrichment because he thinks i've the potential to get A for econs. my mouth was creasing behind the result slip because, it's quite funny how we always make fun of each other and now he's all so serious. lol. wing came over to my place with the intention of doing probability and AQ but we slept for an hour plus. but we managed to do 5 questions of probablility before she head back to school for her ptc. hi wing, you and i are one. (:

the flea was not bad. i didnt know there were more stalls inside the club itself. bimby was there too. nette and i got quite a lot of stuffs at irresistible bargains. i got stuffs that i have been eyeing for months at a quarter of the online price! happy happy rebe (: we had dinner at the central before we head back for a few more rounds at the flea.. my wardrobe is expanding. heh heh.

& some people should take a good look at themselves in the mirror . just in case if you didnt know, i decided to keep my mouth shut when the rest gave you really poor ratings. you should just keep your mouth shut? cos it's karma and it's taking out on your *. & with that being said, i think i shall stop being nice to you as advised. -.- thank god you're not that significant to ruin my shopping experience.

2009-04-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

I WILL TREASURE YOU

2009-04-18T23:36:00.003+08:00

birthday shoutout to my 12 year long school mate

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANGLIN! :DDDDDDDDDDD

my day started off pretty badly. i was rudely aroused by loud quarrels on a saturday morning. i guess no one's sensitive enough to realise that i have been really worn out from syf trainings and i deserved a break on a weekend. i had to stay home to make sure things wouldn't go haywire and i managed to leave when both of them cooled off. i'm so sick of these nonsense seriously. i think it's really annoying when adults act like kids. to top it off, they think they are oh-so-mighty and wants everything under their control :/

& i hate the low frequency of bus 67. thank god frequency's much higher on weekdays because that's like my only bus to school. speaking of adults, i met another idiotic one on the bus. & no offence to all the adults out there. i'm only talking about exceptional cases, not adults generally. so there's this auntie who boarded the bus with her caucasian looking kid. i was listening to my ipod when i felt a push which caused me to jerk . i only realised that i accidentally stepped on her feet when i looked up to see a really angry face. i did the most natural and only thing i could do , to apologise. apparently, this auntie with a really distinct mole on the left of her cheek isn't happy with an apology. she proceeded to step on my heels and said " blah blah blah.. oh that means i can step then say sorry lah " i was appalled and disgusted by her behaviour. she wouldn't quit staring and i moved to the other side of the bus because i couldn't be bothered. imagine the horror. coincidentally, there's another auntie mole-y in our school whose attitude sucks rather badly too. i wonder what's with the cousins of phua chu kang ( if you get what i mean)

the day didn't sucked so badly because of kun (: because of my 'paris' necklace, he wouldn't quit calling me paris. throughout the entire day , he was like 'what la paris.. okay la paris.. so you think now you paris NEWton you damn big la huh.. ' i thought that paris newton thing was really funny. he can be so cute at times (: & we watched knowing digital and the audiovisual effects are way too loud for my liking. i cant wait to watch 17 again with the clique.

speaking of which, mini gathering with the 402 clique in the early afternoon followed by lunch with steph siyi and grace !! splendid.

happy 18th wing (:

2009-04-17T20:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINGWING! (:
YOU AND I ARE ONE FOREVERRRRRRR... ( our secret phrase )

you've been an awesome friend, really. thanks for hearing me out from time to time! i guess that's about it since all heartfelt words are written in the card. go read it! i hoped you really liked the present and damn it, that dress looks so smokin' hot on you!! & i shall always be 3kg lighter than you because you're taller. heh (:

we've officially stepped down from dance. i'm damn relieved that syf's over because i would be spared from late night trainings and long school hours. as some of you may have heard, pjc dance got bronze. sadly but true. that's like three grades down from our previous achievements back in nan hua dance. i guess it all lies in the 'adapted piece ' expectations but it's all over. we may have gotten results that's lower than expectations, but we have fostered a stronger bond throughout the process. all the way vanglorians!!!

night study programme will commence next week. i hoped i will be able to reach my targets from mid year. i shall stopped being so playful and detach myself from shopping. at least i'm saving for my own future.. because i know that there's no one to depend on except myself.

2009-04-10T23:47:00.005+08:00

happy 26 months love. i'm so terribly sorry that i forget about our monthsary. :( i know i'm such a terrible girlfriend and i assure you that this will never happen again. i must have been too engrossed with the release of results that i lost track of everything. thank you for accommodating with my gloomy mood and attempting to make me cheer up . i felt a lot better with you around , as always (: the conversations we had were really impactful. i love how we talk about our lives and exchange opinions on certain things that we're in doubt. i'm grateful that you're honest, frank and sincere even though certain things may not be too pleasing to the ears. thank you love.

snippets of life

2009-04-09T22:28:00.003+08:00

i'm not as strong as i appear to be. if you know me well enough, i'm actually really vulnerable inside. i crack under pressure and breakdown easily. i do engage in self destruction whenever i feel weak. i'm not exactly weak but i think my strongest fear is my inability to handle it (fear). i couldn't sleep well nor eat well before the release of results because i wanted an A so badly. the teachers and fellow peers got my hopes so high that i fell so deep that i could barely pick myself up. i think i handle things a lot better than the days in nh but there's always a first breakdown somewhere. in life, you gain some and you lose some.

after whatever that has happened, i dont think i will be able to look at miss chua in the same way. what she said to gracia and how i felt she has been biased towards * i admit that i overreacted today and i'm terribly sorry for the outburst. but i guess by this time, you guys are pretty used to it. to be frank, it's really not your fault but i still think that the grade was undeserving. apparently, many others shared the same view as well. it's from the bottom of my heart. & after today, a clear line has been made between 'friends ' and 'mere acquaintance' . with that being said, i really missed those threesome times with gracia and chloe. i hope chloe will be back soon so we can have a threesome union. and g, i hoped i didnt ruin your day :( let's ace all the way!!!

& self trainings with the dancers are really fun. everyone's so at ease without mr *'s presence! i'm beginning to appreciate and enjoy every dance session. i actually felt a whole lot better with them around (: now that i'm gaining so much fun and friends, i'm beginning to wonder if i'm losing you again.

and to end it off,

hi all. my name is rebecca, call me 'rarebee' for short. i'm frank, direct and straightforward. i think a lot. too much for my own good.

bbq at louisa's! (:

2009-04-06T21:39:00.012+08:00

on sunday, we had barbeque at louisa's place. jeanette had something on so she missed the fun :( worse still, we had to eat up her share as well even when our stomachs were bloating. the food's really good and all we did was just to sit and wait for lou's dad to pass us the bbq-ed food. there were squids, sotong, chicken wings, corns, sausages and my all time favourite marshmellow! i tried to barbecue marshmellow for a while but it was unbearably hot so xingxian took over my job. & she was so sweet, feeding me with soft creamy marshmellow when i was playing facebook games!! :D

we spent around 4 hours at lou's and it was really fun. we had fun camwhoring, teasing each other, pushing food to each other like the stupid hot dog bun and pigging out! louisa's dad made an extra hotdog bun which was meant for jeanette but she couldn't make it. he asked us to finish it and two really nice girls divided the hotdog bun into three pieces so it's fair that everyone takes an effort to finish up the food. BUT BUT BUT, i wasn't around when they divided the hotdog bun and i still insist that they gave me half of it while they each took up a quarter. i'm pretty certain it must be louisa the boob smasher -.- will take my revenge real real real soon. (:

pw results on thursday . freakyyy. give me my desired grade pleaseeeee.

true friends grow seperately without growing apart (:

2009-04-04T21:52:00.004+08:00

met up with cheryl and casuarine today (: we had lunch at secret recipe and their service was rather slow :/it was a short meet up though , because cas had to leave earlier with wesley to celebrate their monthsary. happy monthsary you both!! :D & sokee sarah sonia you three S-people, when will i get to see you girls ?!? so it became a half clique gathering today.

cheryl and i were left stranded on the streets of the oh-so-boring town :/ our initial plan was to chill at island creamery but i was too tired so i decided to head over to her place to chill. cheryl's place is heaven. i love her place to the max. the room setting's so pinkish and it makes me wanna sleep. cheryl got me addicted on 90210. I love annie because she's so pretty and nice. had a really good time with C! and just when i was about to head down for home, cheryl stopped me because she heard tutor's voice. i freaked out and went back because it's been a long while since i last contacted tutor for math tuition. on 2nd time, i walked closely and swiftly beside cheryl and i managed to leave without having being spotted . phew. i have no idea why i'm so scared of tutor too . close shave.

gracia ; when you're reading this, put your itchy hands away !! you get what i mean (:

2009-03-29T16:10:00.001+08:00

<3 you (:

2009-03-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

facial was excruciatingly painful. :/ that's the aftermath of not turning up for facials for more than two months or so. there were lots of blackheads, whiteheads and lots of gruesome stuffs you wouldnt wanna know. i'm so glad that my skin feels so much more hydrated and cleaner now. i shall visit the okinawa monthly to minimise the amount of dirt clog!

oh and i bought 10 pairs of eye masks and 7 facial masks from 02 skin. total bill amounted to 50 bucks only. the guardian store at sengkang mall was having a promotion for neutrogena deep hydrating mask and i was so tempted to buy but mum says no :/ but i got two boxes of my favourite white chocolate langue de chat cookies and i finished one. i'm really one glutton ..

then it's dinner at kun's . his mom made lovely steak and prawns . love his momma's cooking to the max and of course, the chef herself! (: & kun tried on one of the icy cool mask from 02 skin and his skin is so hydrated and fresh now. all thanks to me!! (: okay nothing special except that i'm really happy to catch up with cheryl and steph and i'm looking forward to the bbq at lou's place. (:

till then. xoxo

2009-03-27T22:05:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINZHONG! (:

2009-03-26T22:59:00.002+08:00

i think you've changed.
and things will no longer be the same.
it's a shame that there's no one to blame for all the pain that one has to gain.
cos afterall, no one can tell who's right or wrong.

xingxian

2009-03-21T00:20:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINGXIAN! (:

hello gracia, here's a proper post! & hello xingxian , i hope you had a splendid time with us at vivocity (: hoped you like the presents and everything and that includes the surprise from phua and lover. & hello phua, i would like to spank your butt for not informing me about * but you shall be forgiven and love always.

slumdog millionaire + window shopping at vivocity. i shall refrain from all retail shops lest i start spending again. i think i will never be able to save up to 2k for my post alevels holiday :( that's pretty sad. i will probably regret spending so much if i fail to reach my goal by the end of the year.. just like how i always regret not studying when my results are not so desirable but life's like that and i think that's ... me? not that i'm really lazy but i do lack some self motivation as of now. & i really think slumdog millionaire 's a good watch. the love story and the struggle behind the poverty.. super heart wrenching. my life's not that sucky afterall .. it's sad to know that such harsh living conditions still exist in this generation. :(

back to the books :/

strong whiffs of memories

2009-03-14T09:25:00.004+08:00

let the good times roll

totally love that awesome talk with yenqin and gracia

well spent quality time with the good friends (:

harmless bitching, silly quarrels, boobs slapping, neverending droning on the karma cycle, and a strong rush of sweet memories of miss chloe (:

pictures of you, pictures of me,

reminds me of how we used to be.

yay or nay.

2009-03-07T22:56:00.009+08:00

kun : last one okay. after that no more.

cos kun didnt wanna take with me. :(

kun : try it on! try it on! (insert pleading face pls )

rebe : okay la fine..

kun : heh heh. i think you look like a witch

rebe : -.-
he's bored.

managed to get him to take a picture with me!

yay. i finally head down to the salon today. neater trims & a thicker , shorter ponytail! goodbye to all the horrible split ends. collected my dress from aunt. it doesnt hang loosely around the boobs anymore. (:she altered my dress w/o the help of the machine but the hems are so incredibly neat. it's good to be skilled at sewing, no? you will save a whole lot of great deal at shopping if you are good at designing as well.

& it's proper date with kun! finally one proper date after a long long long long while! kun's always really tired after his morning trainings so we usually spend the saturday at his place. we didn't watch marley in the end because the timings are too off and the slots were filling fast. imagine waiting for damn long and when its your turn, oops no more. we ate at this new restaurant at wisma and it's really good . i shall bring C along for lunch or sth when she's back from hongkong. then it's dessert at this dimsum cafe at thecathay. mango pomelo dessert. spent quite a bit today but i managed to save yet another bit from the past few weeks. positive savings since i save more than i spent (: i can't wait for bangkok. kun had hell lot of fun with his kayaking mates at genting last week and i feel so jealous while viewing his pictures. stupid boy. :/

release of a level results

2009-03-06T21:44:00.005+08:00

" reach for the moon for if you fall ,

you will be among the shining stars "

today's the release of the a level results. apparently pioneer didn't do very well but we still have some outstanding results across the level. (: i thought the entire certificate presentation was really long and draggy like they had all sorts of funny awards such as the best indian student , best chinese student and best malay student .. we were like " do they have to be so conscious about race?

i think 08s09 did pretty well for chinese too! wing, jieling, connie, fathima and i think quite a few more clinched an A! congratulations to sohmin too! (: xingxian gracia and yenqin did pretty well too. as for me, i didnt retake chinese so i was stuck at my C. i dont know how to feel about all these and many asked me if i regretted not retaking chinese. to be honest, i did not want to go through another year of torture ; grappling with all the essays and memorising all the beautiful phrases and idioms. besides, i thought it was more practical to focus on other subjects since i'm not exactly attaining the best grade. it was a good idea to get the current J2s to witness the release of the results. its really inspiring and note to self ; need to be more focused. go go go!

i think i need to take more pictures to revive the dying blog. hopefully this weekend with grace aik. and congrats for attaining your desired grade! smart ass.

well spent weekend.

2009-03-01T09:37:00.003+08:00

shiqi zhiying susan

yesterday was well spent! (: i saved an empty stomach for suki sushi buffet with jeanette shiqi susan and zhiying!! we finally executed our plan. we have been talking about it since last year and due to clashing schedules, the buffet never came. heh. massive eating! shiqi ordered 4 plates of tako balls and we realised we had to deal with 24 tako balls?!?! imagine the horror. we thought there's only 3 balls per serving but it turned out to be 6 balls per serving. -.- suki buffet is more expensive than sakae buffet but i would say suki has much more variety. i didn't think we eat a lot but at least it was fun. !!

omg. this picture looks so creepy.

that's rebe and kun for you

kelvin! very funny guy!

i left earlier because i had to meet kun and spend the last few hours with him before his genting trip. :( bought snacks for him from fairprice. then it's lavender with his bunch of very funny kayaking mates. then i left with a hugeass umbrella. so embarassing and i really feel out of place. should have brought my foldable umbrella along :( & that reminds me, i have to return the student council's red umbrella tomorrow or else i will be fined. i dont like non foldable umbrellas :(

p.s i have read your letter already. i hope you're safe. love and misses.

i hate tuesdays wednesdays and fridays

2009-02-19T20:45:00.003+08:00

it's no longer TGIF ( thank god its friday! ) i'm beginning to dread this routine and i can't wait for the entire shit to be over. part of me wants to stay on but part of me wants to leave. sometimes i wonder if it's all worth it, putting so much effort for prolly one sentence on my testimonial. it's like affecting me and i'm like so bothered by it. boo :(

i haven't laugh for a long long while..

but the few links below helped a lot (: do check it out. i think its really funny.

thank you nabeh!

and yay i'm at kun's place now. love my boyfriend (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rhl5EyI4uGc&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBKQqQj67tc